The most depressing message I will ever tell you guys: · 7:51pm Mar 6th, 2018
I know you were waiting for good news from me, however, I'm sorry for disappoint both of us. While my friends knew the reasons I would be publishing that, for my other followers or for the people who doesn't know about me…
I hate my job. Not because of the work, but the place I need to go for start to work. It's far from my home, in a dangerous city and don't give any inspiration or desire to work over there. While I works as Slave everyday. I hate that, I hate everything about that.
I don't have time for focus on myself, I don't have inspiration or desire to draw or write after work, and they don't give me any access to sites like Fimfiction and some other, I need to hide myself to see a simple fiction and try to copy and past on the program for have something to cheer me up, while I sweat bullets and gets anxious every time they get near me.
They don't want to promote me or even fire me, they want I quit from my job. And I'm conflicted and tempted to do that many times, but if I do that I would lose all my days and years of works on my company. I hate them, they are just making me suffer over here.
That's the reason I'm going to give you some sad news…
“I'm tempted to cancel the Strongest Swordmaster: I don't have ideas or desires and I try to rewrite the same chapter 3 times, and some of people were right when they said the story is porly, sorry but I didn't find any editor who was willing to help me to edit that fiction, and the only ones who was willing to help me, something terrible happens to them. I will not cancel… yet. But I don't know if I will publish chapters either, because I lost the inspiration and happiness trying to find why I wrote in the first time after receiving the first blow about I wrote Displaced fictions in the wrong way. Again I say sorry.
Shipping Doors I think I will find a collaborator for help me to find silly ideas and wrote just simple fic chapters over there, it wasn't a good fiction when I started and I think the future would be cancelled or a silly fictions I would make and get downvote or upvote. So I will let on hiatus until next year maybe.
Stuck with you… I will be my focus and desire to continue to write… Because it's my hope, hope that fiction would be the fusion of two perfect theories. Sunset is Celestia daughter, as Spike is her son. I wanted so hard to make them being together as family, and using a different kind of Equestria girls, using Spike as human. That's my only hope as writing, and my dreams at sleeping, because thinking at my job makes me feel sleepless at the nights. I found B_25 willing to pre-read that fiction, and I think that would make me to write a bit again.
Guys Night at Brazil.- I decided to make a fiction about Fusion of my own Culture and Mix with the silly things like Discord and Spike, I think the randomness will be what would make me laugh after the trashy days of work I will have here. If you want to downvote, please understand, your kind of comedy would be different from my own culture, while for some people could in the future would be offensive, I will try really hard to make lighter for the people enjoy, but I will not make promises because Brazil is chaotic and has many kinds of humors, some good and enjoyable, and some really really dirty and heavy. Like an Elephant on the mud. Please understand.
And now I will focus in my drawing somedays, sorry but I already have a list for myself in this month and next month after the promises and helps I said I would do.
Well I think that's it. I don't have images for share with you… Just a big Sorry.
I'm really sorry to heart about your troubles.
Look, by all means take some time to get through your struggles one at a time, we'll understand.
Putting your stories on Hiatus is fine.
But giving up on something you're enjoying to make more time for something you're not enjoying is not the way to go. I promise.
You do what you need to do but don't cut out everything you like from your life. It never helps.
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I know, that's why I'm really trying to not think about that kind of extreme, however I just don't know. But thank you for give me a message.
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Thanks.
I think you just need some time to think things over.
My best advice is to find some people close to you who you know will have your back, friends and family, and see if you can work it out.
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I will try my best, but I cannot promise anything.
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Good luck regardless.
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Thank you.
Dang. I'm sorry about your troubles, man. Though, do what you think is the best. Don't push yourself too hard or you'll just wear yourself out even more. 4811252 has the right idea.
I'm sorry to hear that Caio. I truly hope things get better for you.
Damn man...
Take things one step at a time, all I can say. But I have to agree with 4811252, giving up on something you enjoy just so you can make more time for something you despise, not the way.
Sorry to hear that, Caio. I also agree with what Purple Patch said.
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Okay, thanks for telling me your thoughts.