writers block

(yeah, I know my stories are done terribly but getting the scenes out of my head and into words isn't the easiest thing for me unlike some of you who have experience in storytelling but for now Ive been deleting comments because I dont like them some I delete because earlier i thought i had to clear out my inbox like any other accounts i have any way i need some character references you know catchphrases things they commonly heard saying or for applejack it would be like a book on things and phrases from farm and pilgrim folk say you know cuntryisms and the like plus I know my spelling sucks plus my gramer could use some work but the thing is i could barely affored half my education and i may have slacked off in english and literiture classes something i regret fully as ive just found the joy of telling stories let allonge wrighting them down this is why im looking for an editer oh and one more thing the style I type in is like this i first speed type nothing but spaces then i go back and read over it while I fill in gramer punktuation and make corrections so sue me if its a peace of shit it's my peice of shit and I am working on an online program to help me learn literiture)

(then I fix it like this now you know how much i slacked)
finished edit.
-yeah, I know my stories are done terribly; but getting the scenes out of my head and into words isn't the easiest thing for me. Unlike some of you who have experience in storytelling, but for now, I've been deleting comments because I dont like them, some I delete because earlier I thought I had to clear out my inbox like any other accounts. I have any way I need some character references, you know catchphrases things they commonly heard saying or for Apple Jack it would be like a book on things and phrases that farm and pilgrim folk say. You know cuntryisms and the like plus I know my spelling sucks plus my grammar could use some work, but the thing is I could barely afford half my education and I may have slacked off in English and literature classes. Something I regret fully as I've just found the joy of telling stories let alone writing them down this is why I'm looking for an editor. Oh and one more thing the style I type, It's like this I first speed type, nothing but spaces then I go back and read over it while I fill in grammar, punctuation, and make corrections. So sue me if its a piece of shit it's my piece of shit and I am working on an online program to help me learn literature. So if you know any character references for the mane six the CMC, Bon Bon, Lira, Vinal, Octavia the old Diamond Tiara and Silver Spoon plus if there's a source for all mlp characters out there I'd love to hear it. I already have a personality mock-up for Sweetie Belle but I still need to get the other aforementioned characters response demography and personality trait charts plus if you know anything that could help me and send me a link I'd appreciate it thank you.