had a bad mental health day that turned into a bad mental health week and then month so i had to vent something so idk here's a poem i wrote i guess

let's sit down and talk My Little Pony
lemme tell you somethin bout bein a brony
it's not all shiny covered in rainbows
it actually really fuckin blows
people are dicks on the world wide web all
sittin' a round and callin' me pedo
for watching a shitty terrible cartoon
and various other ways that they impugn
but what they dont get is that its a great show
unlike other gens it really dont blow
great ani mation, quality writing
season finale epic tier fighting
rainbow kicking asses, oops i meant flank for
good criti cism i'm drawing a blank for
even the shittiest terrible episode
found its way on my hard drive, download
reload, explode, my heart twice in
ogres, oubliettes, roll the dice in
i just fuckin love this show so
sit down now i'm startin to flow (flow)
growin up my life kinda hard, can
remember my childhood full of strifin'
struggled with thoughts of sui cide and
all the pain was trapped in side and
ampli fied by abusive daddy
when he ever got mad at me
ive been thrown down fucking stairs so
I sought happiness in those mares
don't be a dick for things that I love
high and mighty sitting above
me be cause your faves are superior
i'm not less than i'm not inferior
~my~
let's not get in my personal life now
it's in the past let's talk about right now
i'm twenty two and watching ponies
why's that really such a bad thing
twilight sparkle no di rection
no friends no home friend re jection
reminded me of me at that age
saw my self in that pur ple mage
she made friends and her life improved
i thought hey could i do that too
so i took the show to heart and
its wis dom was all im parted
made friends and learned social skills, it
helped me get les sons in stilled, the
things i really needed help with
'cause i happen to be au tistic
my brain just don't work the same
i just about went in sane
high school was a living hell
very nearly got ex pelled
was a gremlin piece of shit un-
til that fateful day i'd sit down
on the couch with tv on a
my little pony mara thon with
sisters watching couldn't change it
but found something really strange in
i didn't wanna flip the channel
it was not shit i can't handle
sitting watching pony shit then
after, I binged the rest of it, all
fifty episodes in one sittin'
i was hooked man i was smitten
~my~
at first people called me weird or
from a distance they would jeer at
me be cause I wore my (yay) shirt
least they didn't all cry "pervert"
in all honesty it wasn't that bad
didn't really make ma ny mad
got a lot of positive attention
no reason to feel appre hension
like this one kid told me "brohoof"
held out his hand fisting aloof
at first i was all like "...what?"
and then i realized he was one of
us, of me, of other teens who
would watch M L P and
not feel shame for cartoons we en-
joy des pite what some might see when
we all gather round a screen and
laugh out loud at what we see be
cause the cast and ani mation
made one great po ny cre ation
free of gritty free of hate and
free of all the shit per vasive
in most modern tv shows that
all fo cus on the mo rose and
not that i'm knockin breaking bad but
that shit is just way too sad to
watch some times when i'm feeling down and
feel like i'm a bout to drown in
all the sadness all the pain and
all the things i fucking hate so
bring the ponies stow the tragic
give me some friend ship is magic
~my~
there is a point that should be made
on the other side of things
there's a lot of toxic shit in
this fan dom I would get rid of
like the reddit meninist fucks who
cry out friend zone and call people cucks
basic shit tier centrist voters
racist asshat trump pro moters
they're all cunts and they are real and
spare me a love and tolerance shpiel
that shit doesn't fly with me or
with my fellow good bro nies who
aren't assholes aren't dicks and
aren't afraid to call out shit that
hurts and harms and isn't what our
goddess faust would ever want from
those who watch it but can't see all
of the utter hypocri sy in
all their actions, things they say,
like dicks out for haram be
or the ridiculous amount of clop,
"I only watch it for the plot,"
sexua lising cartoon horses
all the shit that just en forces
stereo types of us being creepy
weirdos pedos otherwise freaky
horsefucking losers mommy's basement
suited for a lonely placement
they're not us and we're not them so we
don't de serve to be con demned
by the way they're not all forty;
just all moved to rick and morty
~my~