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EmeraldWind


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Dec
4th
2017

I have nothing to look forward to. · 11:00am Dec 4th, 2017

I don't have any intentions to go to college, Nor does studying anything even interest me one bit.

I'm most likely going to retire at the job I have right now, Probably going to make the same income for the next 43 years or so.

I have a job, Food, and Shelter, Yes, I'm thankful for that, But what's the point of life if I'm not going to improve my lifestyle or accomplish any goals?

I feel stuck, Like I'm not getting anywhere in life.

I hardly have any time to do activities to keep me "distracted." as people say, Because of a job.

I am painfully bored with my life.

I won't talk to any of my friends because I feel like I've hurt them so much in the past and making them feel like I've forgotten about them because of me being selfish with my free time, my regrets holding me back, or judging them because they're into something I'm not.

I'm starting to question my presence.

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I have a job, Food, and Shelter, Yes, I'm thankful for that

At least you're grateful for what you have.

But what's the point of life if I'm not going to improve my lifestyle or accomplish any goals?

What kind of goals are you thinking of accomplishing?

I feel stuck, Like I'm not getting anywhere in life.

I hardly have any time to do activities to keep me "distracted." as people say, Because of a job.

I am painfully bored with my life.

I'm sorry to hear that. :ajsleepy: I hope you do gain some measure of entertainment soon, or find a way to incorporate existing forms of it into your lifestyle.

How much of your time, as a percentage, does your job take up during hours where you are awake? And how might it be altered in a good way?

I won't talk to any of my friends because I feel like I've hurt them so much in the past and making them feel like I've forgotten about them because of me being selfish with my free time, my regrets holding me back, or judging them because they're into something I'm not.

Are you sure that's the best course of action to take? You won't know how they feel unless you talk to them, and if you have done something wrong, you won't get the chance to apologize either.

I don't have any intentions to go to college, Nor does studying anything even interest me one bit.

At least you have a job and income. College isn't absolutely necessary, though it is recommended, as the extra knowledge and college degrees can help you get a better job, preferably one that doesn't suck the life out of you.

I'm hoping and praying for the best for you. God bless you, and keep up the fight. One day, I earnestly hope the chains that surround you break and shatter like glass and that a bright new day dawns for you.

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Thank you. Am I ungrateful because I want something more in life?

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No. At least, not if it's fulfillment and good enjoyment you're looking for. We weren't made to be bored out of our wits, living a ho-hum life. There is more out there. Honestly, I hope and believe you can and will find it. It might not happen immediately (though I hope it does) and it may take some time, but I don't think it's impossible.

I'm not going to pretend I know what your life is like. I do, as I said earlier, hope and pray it gets better. Know you have someone out there rooting for you. :twilightsmile:

Dude, I feel the same. I'm too intimidated by others success on this site to even do what I want, and I sometimes regret coming here to begin with.

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