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EmeraldWind


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Jan
26th
2020

Why should I keep living in such a cruel, and hopeless world? · 8:04pm Jan 26th, 2020

Nothing's EVER going to change, It seems pointless to see there's hope of making this world a better place, because its not ever going to, at least in my lifetime. People are still going to hate, cheat, lie, steal, judge, take advantage, murder, hurt, and the list goes on even further. It seems to me that we're either obligated/black-mailed into staying alive is because we are all afraid to see death or to leave our loved ones. Obviously the negatives outweigh the positives. This world is rigged, and damned for eternity. The only fix for this is to have big ass meteor just crash into this world to just end it all. I'm starting to believe that I'm somehow a masochist or someone who enjoys being taken advantage of because i'm still here after 20 years of this bullshit.


(sigh) sorry I just needed to vent, because please tell me why I'm still here?

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Comments ( 2 )

Your frustration with the bad side of humanity is certainly understandable.

Maybe the world in general might not get better prior to the Second Coming, but you and I are given the opportunity to help make some small part of it so every day.

Sadly, people are going to continue doing bad things. But we have the option of turning away from these things (or at least trying to do so), and trying to help others to not do them either.

Things will change. Some things won't but they get better. Look at history and we have gotten better

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