Milestone 9: 500 Likes · 8:50am Aug 26th, 2017
Guess who's back? Shitlord, that's who.
Jokes aside, (ha, get it? cuz i'm a joke) I just hit 500 likes on Bushkeeper and that's, er, really friggin cool. I didn't really think I'd hit it with Bushkeeper, but apparently my crappy 140 word update was enough to bring in quite a few new readers.
Yes, you did finally just get a prologue; ignore the fact it was actually chapter 34 for about 5 minutes.
I feel pretts bad yo, because I left ya'll hanging on empty promises again. So I'm going to try to stop that YET AGAIN; I swear, I can't keep up with anything I say. I feel dirty lying to people, even if I don't know you in person, as well as not really having to provide you with anything.
It's been a tough couple years... relatively; I live way too good of a life to be saying stuff like that. It'll change in time, I'm sure, but that's not my point here.
What my point is, is that I am really happy that I've gotten this far with writing. I don't really believe the compliments that people gave me half of the time, both online and offline, but I'm slowly starting to appreciate myself a little more. Lots of people I don't know all too well look at my stuff, and that's really neat! Everyone wants to leave their mark on the world before they move on, and I'm really glad that I got to do something, even if it really is quite insignificant in the grand scheme of things, and most of all, super awkward; I know I can write well, but I ain't good enough of a creator to do good storytelling. Honestly, it's amazing how far I've managed to come, despite the total lack of real story that I've set up for Bushkeeper. But, it's coming along, and it'll keep on going for as long as it takes.
But uh, yeah. School is starting up again, and I'm actually really looking forward to it! It also gives me less time to do other hobbies, which means writing will definitely pick up again. I had a severe issue with laziness this summer (haha, remember my plans to write a lot? I had wanted to write all year, and did nothing at that point) and that's just a personal issue, not something I wanted to push onto you guys. I really ain't depressed or nothing, but I feel quite bad all the time because of all the terrible things I've done to people. Ever think you're the good guy, but you really are the scum of the earth? I never felt like the good guy, because deep down inside, I know that I'm pretty fucking mean. It's alright in the end, though, because every moment I've ever been involved in will eventually leave the universe forever; existential nihilism has been the thing that's kept me going through the most awkward of times.
I do miss being a social butterfly, though. It felt nicer to watch others themselves without me involved. That's all I really want; to see ya'll happy. I don't know you, and I honestly don't feel as emotional as I ought'a be, but I hope you're constantly improving yourself and having fun. Remember, your job on this small marble in the universe is to make your own life fun. Entertaining others is just optional; I try to do both.
Cheers.
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