Apology

Dear all of the The Official Collab Project Thread: Sunlight Sliders Project

Please excuse any and all recent behavior and actions... it's just that sometimes I can act a bit cruel towards others with criticism, but this wasn't that, it was just my mere honest thoughts and nothing more. Trust me, YOU would know if it were criticism because I would absolutely destroy the story, and TRUST ME, I DID NOT DESTROY IT.

There is a monster deep down inside of me formed by the hatred and cruelty of others towards me and how I was raised, but due to my more dominant logical reason side I do not ever let it control me, or so I try to at least.

But sometimes even against our best intentions and no matter what happens our monster escapes, and they do not care for the feelings of any person else or what happens to them.

My natural side or personality just doesn't think about the feelings of others before I post, but I do try to care at least which is why I offer this sincere and most humble apology for my recent behavior and actions.

Making a connection or even talking to any person is almost impossible for me because I have built up so many walls that I can't and don't know how to tear down, and unless that changes somehow I will always be cut off and different from society and people in general.
I humbly apologize if I hurt any person's feelings, I did not mean it like that or in that way, it's just that sometimes I find something cliché or old or boring and I express all my thought and ideas and opinions open and honestly because that is my own personal moral and philosophy.

People don't care about the truth, and they would rather accept the lie and be comforted by it instead.
And with that lesson my hope for people and the whole entire world grows less.
I really am or try to be a very nice and kind generous person and not be who I was.
But even I cannot help the darkness that lies deep within inside of me.

But while I apologize for my actions and words and the feelings of others, I know that nothing I can ever do can change your thoughts, and that is why I am very sad and losing hope for the whole entire world and people in general.

I also wish to make it plain and clear that my words were never intended to hurt anyone or their feelings, but merely just to express my own.

But it seems people view my truth as something negative, and if people cannot or will not see that I always try to speak true, even here and now to you, then nothing in the whole entire world, no force can ever change that.

Please accept my humble apology, the truth, and my words, and should you not I will completely understand and even accept your choice should you still wish to remove me from this wonderful and amazing project.

Because I know that there will be nothing that I can do to ever change your mind, not even with my words or the humble truth as I am doing now.

And at the end of the day we all should remember that we're just human, we make mistakes, it's only natural.

And I know that my past doesn't excuse my actions, nor my words now, but I hope that I can show you with my words and actions that I am honest and sincere and humbly request to be forgiven.

Oh, and also, one more last thing, should you or any person else taken one moment to look at my page you would have seen my Official Statement of Belief, a pinned blog about my beliefs and morals, and it says specifically that I do not like all ships, but I mind most. It also says that I do not agree with or support them, but it doesn't mean I can't like a very well written story like the collab project right now. It also doesn't mean that I don't respect others either. Belief Blog Link

Comments

[OddOneOut]

you got kicked from the group? did anyone give you an exact reason? i didnt see anything in your comments that warranted being removed.