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367 weeks
102 followers!

I hit 102 followers!
Thank you guys so much! I've not been around for a while because of certain reasons, but I really love being on here! Thank you so much for supporting me and staying with me!
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377 weeks
New Discord Server & Art Requests

The discord link: https://discord.gg/3AX2Mhd MLP OC RP server
And I'm now taking requests! I'm not taking NSFW requests, but I'd love to do art for anyone!
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381 weeks
Update

So, a lot has happened in the while I haven't been on here.
First of all, I proposed to my amazing girlfriend, and we are getting married in october.
second, I have finally started to figure out my life, my gender, and my sexuality. Fun, huh?
And there's a lot more to think about, but it'd take a lot of time, ad I don't have much of that.
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395 weeks
A poem

Smiling helps.
But tears help also.
Feelings are fickle,
Inspiration is inevitable,
Sadness never stops,
Joy joins in,
Anger aches,
Fear falls,
boredom begins,
and everything
Slows.
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396 weeks
Everything at once

As sly as a fox,
As strong as an ox,
As fast as a hare,
As brave as a bear,
As free as a bird,
As neat as a word,
As quiet as a mouse,
As big as a house,
All I want to be is Everything,
As mean as a wolf,
As sharp as a tooth,
As deep as a bite,
As dark as the night,
As sweet as a song, as right as a wrong,
As long as a road,
As ugly as a toad,
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Jan

21st

2017

I'm hopeless · 8:09am Jan 21st, 2017

It's worthless.
I'm a lost cause.
No one could ever change me.
I'm alone.
Everyone will leave eventually.
Everyone dies.
So why not just speed up the process for myself?
The scars on my wrists aren't going anywhere.
The blade on the counter isn't budging away.
Why am I like this?
What happened, some ask.
It was my brother. He took his own life.
He was the most important person to me.
And now he's gone.
Now I'm alone here.
And I can't help but reach for the blade.
I can't help but grab it.
And I can't think of how much worse anything could be for me.