102 followers! · 2:10am Aug 22nd, 2017
I hit 102 followers!
Thank you guys so much! I've not been around for a while because of certain reasons, but I really love being on here! Thank you so much for supporting me and staying with me!
I'm a weird kind of person, really shy, but always willing to listen when people talk to me.
I hit 102 followers!
Thank you guys so much! I've not been around for a while because of certain reasons, but I really love being on here! Thank you so much for supporting me and staying with me!
The discord link: https://discord.gg/3AX2Mhd MLP OC RP server
And I'm now taking requests! I'm not taking NSFW requests, but I'd love to do art for anyone!
So, a lot has happened in the while I haven't been on here.
First of all, I proposed to my amazing girlfriend, and we are getting married in october.
second, I have finally started to figure out my life, my gender, and my sexuality. Fun, huh?
And there's a lot more to think about, but it'd take a lot of time, ad I don't have much of that.
Smiling helps.
But tears help also.
Feelings are fickle,
Inspiration is inevitable,
Sadness never stops,
Joy joins in,
Anger aches,
Fear falls,
boredom begins,
and everything
Slows.
As sly as a fox,
As strong as an ox,
As fast as a hare,
As brave as a bear,
As free as a bird,
As neat as a word,
As quiet as a mouse,
As big as a house,
All I want to be is Everything,
As mean as a wolf,
As sharp as a tooth,
As deep as a bite,
As dark as the night,
As sweet as a song, as right as a wrong,
As long as a road,
As ugly as a toad,
As pretty as a picture hanging from a fixture,
strong like a family,
Strong as wanna be.
All I want to be is everything
It's worthless.
I'm a lost cause.
No one could ever change me.
I'm alone.
Everyone will leave eventually.
Everyone dies.
So why not just speed up the process for myself?
The scars on my wrists aren't going anywhere.
The blade on the counter isn't budging away.
Why am I like this?
What happened, some ask.
It was my brother. He took his own life.
He was the most important person to me.
And now he's gone.
Now I'm alone here.
And I can't help but reach for the blade.
I'm having so many ideas
But not enough time
Should I write a new story?
Should I?
Here comes a link b/c I know how to do that now The Tales of the Lullabies and the password: Song of the sea
As the title says. I can give a preview of it or link it to a blog with the password. Whatever you guys want.