I just beat Salt and Sanctuary

I beat the equivalent of 2D dark souls, but that ending made me not swell up with pride, excitement, or joy...it actually made me cry when I killed the Nameless God, when I passed his body into the next and final room it was filled with candles. When I saw this I realized why the Nameless God created such a demented Island, I realized why he tried to kill hundreds of thousands of people, I realized that he was not born a god. He only desired a candle lit soul, to be born of light and not forever die again and again and again. So when I saw his scarecrow the one he uses to talk to you throughout the game lying there lifeless it made me cry something any game hasn't done in a very long time. I was given a choice right then and there, do I become a god, or leave it be to forever be human...after everything that has happened I realized it wasn't worth it to become a god so I escaped this Island of his. I feel so hollow yet I keep pushing on, maybe one day when he is born again he will get his wish without all the bloodshed.