We need to talk · 8:36am Dec 30th, 2016
As the title suggests. There are things I need to talk about. Things I need to share. I need to say how I've been feeling lately.
I feel like Michael, in Gta 5. I have everything a teenager like me could ask for.
Gaming computer
TV
Xbox One
An ipod (albeit an old one)
A phone
The oppurtunity to have a great education at a great high school.
Hell, I'm even into this really cute girl that I like and I'm pretty sure she feels the same way
But... There's something missing. And that's where I feel like Michael. I feel... empty Like there's more somewhere. I don't know if the pressures of finishing my fanfic on fimfiction are getting to me. Or if I've burnt out on youtube.
Or... something
I just haven't got a clue. Hell, maybe I need someone as psychotic as Trevor to come in, slap me across the face, and tell me to live life to the fullest. I mean... that's what I've been trying to do. With wanting to be an Air Force pilot and all.
Or...
Maybe it's that i want to belong somewhere. I sort of already have that with Civil Air Patrol. But we only meet once a week. And the rest of the time, that leaves me with you guys. You guys are it. And maybe that's the issue. Maybe i shouldn't be on here as often. Of course, no offense to you all. You guys are great.
But I just feel like there are more important things in life then... a website dedicated to mlp fanfics. In all honesty, I just want to get SOTW over with and... be done with mlp. I just don't have the same connection to it that I once had.
I've actually felt a lot better putting all my inner thoughts out there in the open.
But yeah... basically... I feel like this guy:
And this is my song:
walks over and hugs you
4361292 Aw, thanks.
I respect your decision, while I would hope you stay, I think that you should be able to what you want, but if you miss us I'll welcome you back anytime.
4361590 I'm not leaving just yet.
Key word being yet.
4361611 Not leaving yet, but I respect your decision to leave when you want