Firekeeper cancelled and I'm thinking fanfiction just isn't worth it anymore. · 12:01am Oct 26th, 2016
I would like to start by making the following statement, I don't hate fans of Discord I just don't like the character especially now.
So, I will flat out say it. Discord was the worst decision I ever made in Firekeeper. I just disliked him before, now I hate the character so much because the decision I made to add him into the fic AT ALL was the single most obnoxious, asinine, retarded, should have aborted the fetus while it was still growing like a that retarded reject the Orphan of Kos (Bloodbourne boss) in the womb of of fanfiction. This has become something of a chore for me to even do anymore cause the readers, not all of you just a few, can't seem to read into whats I've done or don't understand Dark Souls at all it seems. Thank you discord, not to say you're all bad but some people have simply made it unfun to write anymore and I regret that I ever used him. THIS IS WHY I DON'T ACKNOWLEDGE DISCORD IN ANY OF MY FICS USUALLY. If you are reading this and love Student of Friendship, I had planned on adding Discord every now and then but people who like Discord have made it to where I will never use him again. In fact I will be starting a group dedicated to him not BEING IN FICTION because I'm so sick of it!!
So in short I'm aborting my Firekeeper child fic cause I can't stand the fact nobody got past chapter Discorida.
There is no reason for this fic to exist anymore. It's clearly over complicated. The characters aren't compelling, the plot is shit, the characters are shit, and clearly nothing is worth reading if there's one bad chapter where Discord and a bunch of background characters died. I mean people clearly can't read cause I keep hearing an important main character died! Gosh I didn't know Cheerliee was important, I didn't know Diamond Tiara was important! Does anyone actually read what happens in fanfiction these days?!? I mean really read!?! Cause clearly a lot of people can't! If you want to know who just read the comments section of my story then you'll see why. Or is it that I was not clear enough in the earlier chapters on what the fuck was going on!?!
Another thing where does it say I killed any important characters!?!
I can list fie stories that have killed important characters some I don't like some I did like. Like Brother Against Sister fucking killed Trixie and Starlight but I managed to finish it cause it was good enough though I really didn't want to. And it came so out of nowhere that I felt cheated when both deaths occurred. I thought I made it very clear what was going on, and I assumed anyone reading this knew what the fuck a Abyss Watcher was but clearly that was very dumb of me! Stupid and absolutely retarded of me to think that. Man, I thought Steven Universe fans were bad, but now I'm having second thoughts on the fandom I supported so long now...
I don't know guys and gals. Between this belong the two year anniversary of my friend killing himself and the fact I can't seem to write a decent fic I just don't think I want to keep going anymore. Does anyone actually read my work? I don't know. According to my views it says I do. Really though it's mostly thanks to Discord and the fact I killed a bunch of ponies in Firekeeper that I feel like that's where things went down hill. Is it worth it? I don't know anymore. I'm just so sick of hearing people quiting on the chapter Discordia that Firekeeper just isn't fun anymore. Maybe I might go back to it since I wrote so much of it and the next chapter, but I can't justify doing something that no one seems to like anymore. So that being that I cancelling everything until... whenever. I really just don't care anymore. It's been a bad week with my friends passing two years go and this site is really all I have left to show for it to keep me going. Unfortunately it seems that no matter how upbeat I can type my heart isn't feeling the same way. i mean shit I'm only correcting errors I see in this out of habit.
I'm sorry my loyal and dedicated fans.
I let you down. I thought I could push through this, but I guess I realied too much on this site to get over my own problems rather than dealing with them head on. So until then I do mean this, read rate love and tolerate. I wish I could say I did all these but clearly I'm a hypocrite. For that i'm sorry I can't do what I preach.
4271567 Yeah sorry, but I just don't see a point to doing it when every comment i get is why nobody likes what I write. I might come back later I just need time to cool off.
4271635 it was a good story but it went down a weird path but it is still a good one non the less