• Member Since 21st Aug, 2011
  • offline last seen August 17th

canonkiller


<- this horse is gay and there's nothing you can do about it

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  • 160 weeks
    crawls out of my well

    hello. i am working on the next chapter of iwpft, if anyone is still actively waiting after uhhhh a. year. god help you if you're waiting for updates on one of my older fics bc well! good luck.

    anyways. i wanted to show off my latest horse art wip. you should check out my da! i actually like. post on there.

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  • 186 weeks
    not dead

    im terrible at updates. whoops. i wasnt prepared for this will just be an update a year forever and anon and thats just what has to be accepted

    if you like wings of fire though im slightly better at updating my fanfiction for that

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    2 comments · 316 views
  • 201 weeks
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    my blog detailing how a user of this site tried to take sexual advantage of me as a child is worth removing, but the user who actually did it can stay i guess. wonderful

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  • 201 weeks
    [chanting] fluff tag! fluff tag!

    Who do I have to petition to get a fluff genre tag added to this site? Like I don't know about y'all but I am feeling soft and sentimental and there must be enough stories that are just warm and comforting to justify the tag. I'm begging. Slice of Life does not BEGIN to cover the emotion I want to convey here. If there can be a tag specifically for stories in the second person there has to

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    3 comments · 259 views
  • 201 weeks
    mini story survey (?)

    I forgot just how many story ideas I had going, to be perfectly honest. (Wish I had that kind of motivation now - hopefully it comes back with practice!) Which stories have been your favorites? Anything you'd like to see rewritten / completed?

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Sep
16th
2016

been a while · 4:34am Sep 16th, 2016

so how many of you 540 followers are still kickin around here?

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Comments ( 20 )

Certainly is a surprise to see you again, but it appears that a significant number of your followers are still around based on last logged in times.

Nice to see your still alive

it's a me!
Nice to see something of you.

More than'll actually comment, obviously :twilightsmile:

Well I'm still here, and though he's been quiet lately Thorax still posts every so often so that's at least two more.

Still here, somehow.

For all replies; chances are I won't be writing more on this account - it's been actual years, and my writing has improved to the point where continuing stories from where I left off and, often, the way I left off, would end up reading like total shit. There's a lot of stuff I wrote on-the-fly and during a time where my mental health was not the greatest, and it reflects badly in my work. That being said, I'm feeling better now - so keep an eye out for a certain fic coming back from the dead on a new account!

In fact, here's a teaser from a related sketch!

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I'll be honest, it's surprising to myself! Without getting too personal, I left for a reason that tainted my time in the fandom for me, and... I don't know, it felt like it would be cathartic to come back and clean up all of these loose ends.

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Nice to see there are still people around from way back when! Man, you guys need to catch me up on all of the fandom drama I missed. And maybe the show - I kinda never watched past Twilight's alicorn ep way back when.

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I don't want to come off as harsh, but Thorax can be actually dead for all I care.

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Hey, man! I was legit worried about you when I was gone (I hope that doesn't sound too weird??) and I'm glad to see you're still around!

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I'm apparently harder to kill than I thought I was. :rainbowlaugh:

4213439 i just yesterday started watching season 4 so dont expect much from me .
Also, why not just continue writing on this acc, unless you have some reason to want a complete new start just kepping this acc seems easier plus allows your followers to see how much you improved ;)

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Motion Seconded! :derpytongue2:

*waves hand*

4213439 I know the Twilicorn episode put a lot of people off, but trust me when I say it only gets better. Season 5 and 6 are, in my opinion, the best seasons yet. Even season 4 was really good. I recommend watching them.

Anyway, I agree with 4213746. Keeping this account is a good idea. That way we don't have to find you again.

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I wrote stuff I don't really care for, and as I've posted before, my unfinished stories list (published and not) is... extensive. I'm not a fan of the clutter, but I also don't want to erase all of that and replace it.

It's been a few years now, and after the break from the fandom, I really do want a clean start. There are memories with this username and these stories that I'd like, quite honestly, to forget. Those that like my stories now will like them again later; my follower count and story responses will be based more on the story than on remembering me.

I'm not the person I was back in 2011, when I signed up. Trying to connect that part of me with who I am now isn't why I'm writing again - I'm writing for me, so that I can take back the joy I used to get from it. I'm not writing for the same people, or in the same way, that I was then.

And seeing this username reminds me of the fact that Thorax pursued a sexual relationship with me when he was an adult and I was a minor and quite frankly I would really like to have a username and account that has not ever been associated with him. :twilightsmile:

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I'm not the person I was back in 2011, when I signed up. Trying to connect that part of me with who I am now isn't why I'm writing again

Nor am I, but who I was became who I am. Without him, I wouldn't exist. I don't like everything about him, but I acknowledge and remember him, regardless, because of he became me.

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Ouch oh well understandable then and was just a suggestion if there wasnt any reason to not keep this but there obviously is.

Will you at least announce here your new account or will it be a secret or such? Dont know about other old timers but like you i wasnt really keeping up with the fandom or the show for the last 2 years (like mentioned just recently started watching s4 xD )so im not too concentrated on finding new stories from new authors when i have 2865 unread chapters to read(and 900 stories in the read later pile i sitll need to sort through). :pinkiesick:

4215198 4213439 *cringes* Yea, I apologize for being completely clueless. It won't be the first time and likely not the last. To me though you are this good writer that left for reasons and then came back. One of the only things I remembered about you not directly involving a story was fun comments in each others stories, and since I couldn't think of much to say I mentioned Thorax because I figured you might want to know that. So sorry again for being my clueless self.

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I can acknowledge who I was and not continue from there. This account isn't going anywhere, some things are just being restarted somewhere else.

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I probably won't announce it here. The first fic published there will be a revamp of one known from this account, though, so chances are it won't be completely unnoticeable. The account exists already, for those who want to try and search for it.

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Don't worry too much, it wasn't made public. I was already pretty distant from the fandom and my enjoyment in writing at that point, so leaving quietly seemed the best option. I didn't realize how fucked up it was until later, and by then it felt like it was better to just wait until I was more comfortable coming back. I don't plan to make a stir about it, but it's not something I want totally under wraps, either.

4217227 Well, let us know what your new account is when you make it. I wouldn't want to miss anything.

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