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SpiritOfDancingFlames


What a weird time capsule.

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  • 118 weeks
    Might as well

    You know, it's been a while since I've said anything. Might as well make a bit of an update.
    Long story short: I've been burn out for a long while on uh, basically everything.

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    4 comments · 164 views
  • 207 weeks
    Untitled Blog Post

    It's been a long time since I've been on this site. Lot has changed. I'm not writing anymore. I'm pretty much just gonna go through my read it later list and that's probably gonna be it for my time on this site. That's all.

    0 comments · 198 views
  • 341 weeks
    I'm kind of okay...I think. Bit of an update.

    Hey. I'm... I'm sorry. There are a lot of projects, stories, friendships I've been putting no effort into. I just... can't find the will in me to do things, sometimes. Y'know? I wish I had the will I used to have.
    I've been... on and off. Memories haunt me, and while I've gotten used to things... I.. It still hurts, I still feel kinda empty sometimes..

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    1 comments · 441 views
  • 353 weeks
    An explanation, and an apology.

    Hey, there. It's nice to see you guys again.
    I owe you all an apology for just up and leaving... what, almost two months ago? Yeah. Things happened, and I just... I couldn't do this for a while. Couldn't be here. I'm sorry for leaving without an explanation, so here it is now.

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    14 comments · 460 views
  • 361 weeks
    Sorry, folks... Leaving the fandom for a while.

    I'm just... I never expected this to happen... I can't... I just can't...
    ....signing off... for... I dunno.. Who knows...

    1 comments · 444 views
Sep
16th
2016

Bad day, bad news. · 4:24am Sep 16th, 2016

Hey, everyone. It's me, Spirit.
I've had a really rough day.
For the past few days, I've been constantly on the verge of passing out, mixed with a large dose of other sick symptoms like headaches, nausea, lack of appetite, and other stuff.
But today, well, today was worse.
I found out some things about my navy recruitment that have thrown all my plans into disarray. I've got to wait until next May for a one-year checkup after going off of my Adderol. I've been doing mostly alright in that sense, though it is admittedly harder to focus and remember things.

Anyway...
Sorry there's been no new content, I'm once again uninspired and just... completely out of it.
Bye for now.
Yours,
Spirit

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Comments ( 4 )

Who I am is a worthless piece of trash, seriously.

Hey man, we all have our bad days, but there's no need for talking about yourself like that. Even though I only know you over the internet, I can still tell that you're a great and thoughtful guy. There may be sicknesses, set backs, and misunderstandings now, but tomorrow's another day.

I really do try

I do my best

You're trying. Nobody's perfect, but nobody's worthless and you are no exception. Everybody makes mistakes. What matters is how you learn from them. Keep going and keep doing the best you can. That's all any of us can do.

I sincerely hope that things can only get better from here.
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Thank you all. I'm so sorry you had to see me like this. I said some things that I really shouldn't have, made a very special someone seem like the villain. She's not. She's wonderful and amazing, let me assure you. We've just both been under a lot of stress.
Thank you for your encouragement. I really appreciate it.

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