*Adjusts hair* For you. ^-< · 3:53pm Jun 10th, 2016
Le back.
My absense.
Sorry for it! ^D^ I am back now.
When I say... back.... I am not just referring to spines. I am referring to .... I feel great! Do you want to know WHY I feel great? It's because of this little booger. <3 Now.... I have a little present, for you. ^-< I promised you this a bit back. I even gave you a separate present. How about I make it public because of how proud I am to be your friend, and more so brother.
Icy the Charmander said:
Bulby... where the actual hell did you come from? You just came out of nowheres and took my life, straight out of the deepest darkest pits of hell, straight to the tippy top of heaven. You came out of LITERALLY nowhere, appeared from thin air, and served as my retribution, doing so happilly... you came out from the most unexpected place in the most unexpected time, at a time of crisis for me, and saved my wretched Soul... Now.. let's take a look at all you've done. I met you. You made me meet Mocha. Mocha hooked me up with Soul. Butterfly effect, right dude? Isn't that crazy? Meeting you forced the timeline to meet ANOTHER new friend, and meeting HER got me the love of my life... (inlove) but this is NOT about her. it's about you. While that is amazing to think about, it's also COMPLETELY on you. You're the reason I have more friends and my confidence and loving nature back. Before I was just a ball of hatred and hurtfulness. Now I feel almost exactly how I was... I just need to get all the way there... and it won't be hard. Not at all. not with you at my side. The thing is... you're so close to me now that all I could ever think about is telling you how that is so, and expressing my love for you, brotherly love that could NEVER be replaced. on top of that, you return it, but even THEN I only want to be closer to you, because you did so much for me without even realizing it. Without your close bond, without your smiley and cheerful radiance, without your support and optimism, without the pure instillment of happiness you give to me each and every day, I would most likely have suicided. I can tell you that I DO owe you my life in an extent, and I would like to sincerely thank you. Bulby you are special. Their aren't many people with standards like you. You're a big person who can see when something is right. You're a loyal person who you can count on, and seeing as you trusted me with that experience earlier, and how you overcame it? Dude.. that made me so proud of you... so proud of you as my little internet brother... but maybe, it goes beyond that... you don't need to be blood related, you're just my brother, dude, I don't care if you think that's weird or illogical, that's what you are, man. I LOVE you. I loved the cuddle party, and Whenever I see "Hi! :)" From you, I get super excited and happy, and I just can't wait to respond. Whenever you're holding me when I'm sad, I get the feeling that despite I'm in whatever hole I am... that everything's gonna be alright... that's your philosophy... right? ^-< Even if it is, I think it's true when you hold me and have my back to cheer me up.. I love to see you every day... and when I wake up and go to the shower, one of the first things in my mind, if not the first is... "I can't wait to see my super special friend Bullby again!" But I won't ever think of you as a friend, dude... never. You're my little brother and I LOVE YOU. You're probably just the best person in my life right now. You're exactly what I needed to have. You're the sweetest, most adorable, little brother, and you never let me down. You never WILL let me down, I just know it. I felt so happy when I tried to train you in Smash Bros. today, I thought it was so much fun trying to teach you all that nerdy advanced stuff ... and when you said "I is confused" I just laughed and smiled... and I relished everything. thanks to your amazingness and mercy, I'm able to sleep at night, I'm able to think it's alright, I'm able to relax about my relationship. I'm able to think higher of myself, I'm able to love the way I used to. I'm able to smile.. I'm able to have fun. I'm able to love... I'm just... able... there's so much more including all of that that I was just LOCKED away from when I was hurt and broken from all that oppression... and you delivered me from all of it, dude... you just took me away from it and you made me such a happy camper in due time... you and your radiance... you make me smile when I see you. When I see the screen that says "Bulby <3" On it... when I see YOU... when I see your icon.. when I see your OC... it makes me happy, and it makes me want to make myself even MORE important to you. Cause I don't think you could get too much more important to me without breaking a few records first... after all, I love you almost INFINITELY, man, and trust me, I don't even think if HAZEL hated your guts so much she wanted you MURDERED would affect my affections for you in even the SLIGHTEST way... but Bulby... she's gonna love you, dude... she's gonna love you so much... I'm gonna tell her all about you, and how you made me so happy when I needed her so much... and how you kept me from suiciding while she was gone... and she can draw the three of us sitting together with smiles all over our faces, she can draw you and Twilight smooching up a Storm... she can draw the cuddle party with all of us in it... when she comes back, we're gonna be Super Best Family, got it? We're just... we're gonna be the best friends this world has known, and believe me when I say it, I LOVE you and so will she... she's gonna INSTANTLY think of you as a brother when she sees you cause she is so defensive over me, and when she finds out what you did? Dude, she'll feel indebted to you as I do... and Bulby, it doesn't end there. Hazel and I WILL meet up for sure, neither of us are ever giving up till that happens.... maybe someday... we can all three make it together... and Shine can come too.. and we'll just have the best day ever. we can play team battle in smash, and everyone can take turns being on each others team... we can all play in a river, or a lake, or pool, whatever's around... we can go bungy jumping... let's just... let's make it together and have an adventure! A big fun adventure that we'll all enjoy! Something that YOU especially will love, cause if you hadn't been around... Shine would be crushed... Hazel would kill herself too... and you never would have gotten to even read this... I just can't stress enough to you how important to me your friendship is. It's been one of the biggest things in my life, and always will be. It continues to keep me from various paranoid thoughts, from foolish decisions, and haunting memories. Since you came along, all I can think about are cuddles, nuzzles, how much I love you, how amazing and connectable you are to me.. how much I want to mean to you, how much I want to just SQUEEZE you at times... how much I just want to meet up with you and have the best times we'll never forget... how much I want to train you and enter a doubles smash tournament with you, how much I want you to be the best man at my wedding with Soul, how much I want you to give me hugs, how much I care about you.... Chryssi, Twilight, looking out for you... caring for you as much as you deserve, measured by every pixel it took to make this message. The amount of pixels is the same number of how much I love you divided by six... You let me know if there's ever a problem and I'll come sprinting so hard it hurts. You let me know if you need a shoulder and I'll come sprinting so hard it hurts. you let me know if someone's mean to you and they'll never walk again! XP You let me know if you want to play a game, I'll come sprinting so hard it hurts... you let me know if you get hurt and want a hug, I'll come sprinting so hard it hurts... you let me know if you are having a problem you want to help you solve. I'll come running dude. I'll come running as fast as a human can run... I'll always be here for you, you know that? I can't imagine where I'd be without you, most likely hell, because if you suicide in my religion, that's where you go. But seriously, just, thanks for coming along in my life. You fit here so perfectly. You fit here wondrously. You fit here almost better than Hazel.. maybe it's a stretch because I'm euphoric as hell, but dude... seriously... thanks man. And if anything bothers you, you got a problem, or you want anything? I’m here, and you better know that now. Every time we nuzzle each other, every time you say I love you, every time you call me brother… dude… I wouldn’t trade those memories for the world. Let’s make some more, dear brother. I’m right behind you. I always am. Goodnight, dude. *nuzzles*
You'll notice I call him Bulby.
Don't call him that. You're not allowed to. It's our special thing, and nobody else's. 
None of you.
I implore you to go and be his friend. He won't let you down. He's the sweetest, most thoughtful thing in the world, and I mean that. Now. That was the gift I had already given to you. How about a real gift, eh? How about all that... and then some more!
Sorry about the quality being so balls! XD My playing and the camera both, this was taken like 10 minutes after I woke up, I noticed nobody was home, so I recorded it and ... made a few slip-ups.
In case you couldn't notice, playing this song in specific, in this way, is a blast, even when you suck because you can hardly keep your eyes open. 
Really though, how did you think of that? I remember you said you liked Sonic at one point. I just had to take advantage of that. I like Sonic too! That song is just... there were so many ways I could have gone. You could follow the bass, the left hand of the piano, the strings... any sort of ways in an arrangement of this song. I combined a few things I've seen around, and... I hope you like it dude. I really hope you do. Cause I love you, man. I love you so much it tears a rift in my Soul, forcing there to be so much more room for you. I really hope you're happy. You've saved a life. You've brought light to a Soul consumed by the darkness.
Damn me, capitalizing Soul like a fucking lovestruck moron! *hearts replace my eyes*
Talk to him, follow him, go give him lots of love(But if you're a scumbag jerk, don't you set foot near him or you won't get away with it unscathed., he definitely deserves as much love as he gives out. He's the only one I know that would chase after someone after being shoved away and keep trying to salvage anything even when it looks hopeless. He's a Godsend, and I couldn't and don't think it's possible to make that clearer. The little blessing will always and I meanalways... Have a place in my heart.
I love you Bulby. My little brother.
Good to hear!!!!
Icy... Thank you so much!! You're the sweetest guy ever!
I am happy to see you happy.
4012866 No, U!
4012869 Nuuu! U is!
4012873 Noooo U!! It's U! <3 <3 <3
4012875 Owkay, big bro! Whatever you say!
*Snuggles*
4012882 *nuzzles, cuddles, hugs and snuggles* <3 <3 <3
Awesome :3
Aww.
Aaaaaaw
You are such an Amazing person Icy. I hope your happiness continues my friend.
4012900 Awesome? MechaBulborb sure is. <3
4012913 Go aww yourself!! You're awwwesome!
4013023 (AHHHHHHHHHHwwww!)
4013290 I am only happy because someone else is an amazing person. <3
4013788 You are an amazing person too though.
4013813 Definitely not as much...
4013818 Are you kidding? MechaBulborb is super awesome but you are super awesome too because I've never met someone so passionate and friendly like you.
4013831 Pardon me... but he IS me. He is a part of me. He is part of my Soul. He is a piece of me that I won't ever let go. I near rely on the little guy's radiance nowadays.
4013833 He may be you but you have your own radiance my friend even if it is because of him your radiance of joy is bright.
4013856 His radiance is what mine emits from. ^-<
4013857 I still love your friendship.
4013788 wwwwww
4013922 WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWw
4013868 Trust me, I'd die if it meant I lost yours otherwise. <3
4014213 I would die also my friend <3
4014210 wryyyyy
4013788 Thank you.
4014347 Don't thank me for something you're doing.
You make me really happy, my friend.
4014351 Good words to say. But I thank you, because without you. I would of never read them.
4014361 What about our PM, my dear friend? I really want to keep talking to you.
And of COURSE.
4014366 Okay. I will be talking to you soon.
4014381 I can't wait.