So, lately I've felt rather unneeded or as if I'm in the way. · 4:25am Feb 18th, 2016
As the title says, I've been having ideas and things I'd like to share, and I've been trying to help people around me. But it just seems like I'm wasting their time and simply getting in the way. Every time I try to speak to someone about these ideas I have they just dismiss them or me, they either show apathy or outright hostility toward me. And it happens over and over. And people are starting to expect more then I can give, or I'm falling short of my own expectations. I've been trying to actually work on a damn story but I just can't find the time for it, and if I do have the time, I'm simply not up for it. The last few times I was able I just fell asleep because of exhaustion or I has something preoccupying me. And the fact that I went and sprained my wrist like a dumbass doesn't help in the slightest. I feel like I just get in people's way, I'm good for a cheap pun that makes people tell me to: "Just stop" and I'm tempted to listen to them. I don't do much for people in the long run. Anyways I promise I'll make a blog one of these days that isn't some emotional crap.
Hey, you've got people here for you, don't give up on trying to do what you feel like doing. If you feel that the time is right and you have the time to write, then write; but we are not forcing you to do anything, at least I'm not. Please don't give up on us all. There may be a few people that just don't care about emotions of other people, but there are others out there that do care.
I feel that answering your blog is extremely necessary hi. You are not wasting anyone's time and you're not in the way of writing that story. We both have had trouble being able to get on to it and you shouldn't feel bad about that. We're both more than text on a screen and know that. Now, before I forget,
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3762276 You're not being annoying man, and this isn't your fault. This is mostly something of my own creation. I tend to overthink things and it leads to this. Note to self: stop thinking, it's dangerous.
3762301 Good thing I love pie! Also graizie. (Thank you) the be honest I felt bad about not getting on when I had been saying all day that I'd be able to get on soon.
3762313 You're still better than most people. You at least try to keep to what you say.
You're cool.
3762464 That might just be the most simplistic thing someone's commented, made me laugh
3762327 Alrighty then, I'll see when I have enough time to
3762464 EON! I haven't talked to you in a good while. What's going on buddy?
3762796 I honestly just didn't know what else to say. I hope it cheered you up a bit.
3762822 In a word, college.
3763090 eeyup.
3763088 It did. So mission accomplished!