... · 2:35am Aug 29th, 2015
Guys, I need to get this out in open...
I'm going through a really tough time right now...
As of late, my parents are working me to the point of exhaustion; when they call me, I have to get up and leave the room as fast as I possibly can, which makes me lightheaded, I have to because their patience only goes so far, and that in itself is a problem; just yesterday, I was trying to sneeze and I nearly passed out before I could. My body slumped over and I caught myself on a couch pillow before I hit the floor.
My stepdad lashes out at me and my brother when we do something wrong, and if we make him mad, whether we intended to or not, he starts threatening to break everything we have, threatens us with physical violence, or throws stuff out in the backyard. He has a sick sense of humor to the point that his jokes sometimes hurt us emotionally.
I want to talk to them about this, all of this, but...
I'm worried, no, terrified that they'll brush me off, saying I'm being whiny or being dramatic, that's why I've kept all this inside. I've tried to put on a brave face and push forward, not just for myself, but for you guys, too. I've tried to see the positive in every day to help me continue on, but slowly, but surely, that won't help me anymore when there might not be any positive left.
I understand they're all stressed and just want to get things done, but that's every day, it wasn't always like this. Sometimes...I don't even see them as my parents...I see them as coworkers most days...
I couldn't talk about this to anyone else because nearly all our relatives hate us and my friends here are going through their own problems...I have never...NEVER, felt more alone than I do now...
I never would've put this blog post up if pinkiepierocks hadn't told me to after everything I told him about this, the reasons why my updates are so late, thank you for convincing me to do this, pal.
...Thank you so much to those who took the time to read this.
I'm sorry
don't worry,the justice always appear,i wish me and everybody else that are with you can help you
3354714 Hopefully everything will be okay
3354723 Thank you
Golden Flare I'm not gonna let you suffer from this! You meant everything to us and we'll do everything we can to help you.
3354769 Thank you, GB
3354775 Your welcome. I wish, no we wish we can see you so we can help you. Me and the others who care for you.
3354779 I wish I could, too, but who knows how far away everyone is from me?
3354784 I don't know too but we wish we can help you.
call the cops
3354768 i'm always with my friends,and your not just someone i apreciate,you're also my friend,i'm a Sora after all :)
You're a great person Golden Flare. We'll pray for you, and hope things get better for you soon. We're with you to the very end.
NO, SERIOUSLY DUDE!!!!!!!!!!! FOR SWEET TAP DANCING CELESTIA SAKE HERE!!!!!! I MEAN.... I'M ALMOST AT A LOSS FOR WORDS HERE!!!!!!!!!! JUST..... DUDE.... I....I....I.....
*hugs*
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Thank you all for your support, it really means a lot to me, and thanks for the hug, gpopeKH04
3354864 I can't really do that, because they haven't broken any laws; I'm not a kid anymore, so they can't be charged for child abuse
3355359 you're wellcome brother,i wish we knew what we can do for ya
All I can say is I hope you can make it through this Golden so just keep at it no matter how tough things seem.
You're never alone Golden as long as you have us. We're with you in spirit and we'll stick with you to the end
"Look Golden, in pure honesty I don't know what to exactly say or do in this point but what can probably try to say that is if I were you, I'd try to sit them down together and talk to them, and see if you can get them to understand what you're basically going through. Get them to understand that you're not feeling well at all and if they don't understand, try to talk about this to someone else like a school counselor, that is if you go to school.
But remember, just know that me and every one of your fellow writers and followers are here to help and support you when you need it the most. Just remember to stay 20% Awesome, my friend."
3358076 Thank you, I'll give it a try
3358186 "Thank you, Golden. I hope everything goes well though."
3355359 *rubs back of head"* Believe me when I say: I WISH I could do more here. A hug was THE LEAST I could do.