Weekly Blog #5

Two weeks have certainly gone by fast. I still can't believe it's already July. Time sure does fly by when you're at the age of eighteen and about ready to go to college. But I do digress.

Hope everyone has been doing good. It's been busy over here since getting ready for the process of transitioning to college is a complicated task. I've almost got my courses all figured out: schedule and days when I take certain classes and other more helpful items that actually will benefit me in this new and bigger school. The reason I say bigger is because the high school I graduated at had about one-hundred plus students. Twenty-one students graduating from said high school, including me.

Now I'm moving to a school of about twenty-two thousand students... a very big change in the amount of people... oh boy. But I think I'll be fine. I mean, I'll be living with my sister who we both just got a new apartment for this kind of thing. Plus, she'll show me the ropes since she's only just a junior in college. And besides... if I make new friends, I'll not feel as lonely as I do now... because really I end up feeling like Twilight Sparkle before she discovered Friendship sometimes. Could make time for friends, but is too busy doing something else to really consider a tedious activity like hanging out.

But other than that... there is also something else. I mean it should not feel like it's a big deal. However, I am getting surgery tomorrow on a deviated septum in the right side of my nose. They said it is a half-hour procedure, but even then I still have concerns about that. Again, I shouldn't worry... but I can't help but worry. It's not like I mean to worry myself... just I don't know what will happen. The thing is, I feel like the best thing that could happen is finally being able to breath out both sides of my nose. The bad... I say I could possibly in a rare chance die... but I feel like that's impossible with this type of surgery... yet I can't help but wonder what's the bad outcome if things don't go right? Maybe I need a good quote or something to make sure I don't feel so anxious about it... although I don't know how that will help.

I do thank you for those who decided to spend their time looking this blog. I mean, it's still just a blog so there's nothing much to write home about. But knowing that there are people who do care... hopefully... makes me feel that much better. So I guess... until tomorrow, I just need to get ready and not become a nervous wreck.

Oh and I have found the coolest artist who does these songs here. They don't have any words, but they sound awesome all the same.