cking ever. Yes, I still censor myself for all the kiddies out there (like me). I'm older than I was when I came onto the website but that's totally beside the point. I'm still young...not young enough, but also not old enough. When I say that I mean I'm technically still not allowed to read clop fiction but obviously I still
uGH · 9:06pm Jul 6th, 2015
You guys ever go through that phase in your life where you don't love anyone? I can't even say "I love you, too, mom" when my own mother hugs me and says it first! What the f*ck, man? I really like loving people but I'm seriously not feeling it like I used to. How am I supposed to write my latest chapter of Rightfully My Everything when I can't even love myself or anyone close to me?
There's only one person I get the weird reaction to but I don't know if they could because they're on the internet. It's hard to say that I love someone on the internet without doubting myself hard because of what happened to me a little while ago. It's the reason I hadn't been on here for a long time. The only thing I can say for myself is that I'm totally dumb and it was a retarded idea.
Ever since then I've been having a lot of trust issues with my feelings and I'm back at square one with love. The only thing new I know now is the difference between lust and love. It's still not a perfect system so there are some things that slip through the cracks and the person I think I may love right now is a possibility but I don't know for sure.
I'm very dishonest, by the way, if you guys couldn't already guess that. I can lie well in real life and on here it's no different if not better. I don't like to lie but I do it sometimes without even blinking to evade questions and stupid stuff I don't have the gall to look into. If someone asks if I ate 3-4 donuts in a day I'd say "no, just two". It's a habit I'm trying to break.
tltr? Well, just take some hot anime gifs instead then...
1 kill la kill
2 me!me!me!
4 panty and stocking
whats the third one?
3212882 dunno
We all go through strange phases when we grow up. I'm sure you will get through them with no trouble, as long as you're aware of it.
Well, you are at an age where you are discovering everything. There will come a point in your life when you do question love and what it really means. What it means to you, and to those who say it.
I try not to use that word too liberally myself, I save it for the things that really matter. Like that sandwich shop that sells amazing meat sandwiches. Now that is love.
But in all honesty life is a journey. Enjoy it and experience it.
3248452 Aw! Thanks, QT-pie!
I happen to love a small organic restaurant: Modern Grove. I love their grilled chicken panini! Love at first bite!! 
3213285 It's going okay as of now...but it definitely was trouble!!
3248621 And we all have to go through troubles in our lives. It's part of living. It all depends on if you're capable of getting through your problems.