cking ever. Yes, I still censor myself for all the kiddies out there (like me). I'm older than I was when I came onto the website but that's totally beside the point. I'm still young...not young enough, but also not old enough. When I say that I mean I'm technically still not allowed to read clop fiction but obviously I still
Tired · 12:09am Jul 3rd, 2016
I feel that sort of tired where you just want it all to end for awhile, just so you can give yourself some time to remember that fun is a thing. Luckily for me I have until 5 in the morning to do that, but do I know how to have fun? Really?
I'm not fooling anyone.
Is there anyone else that's too anxious to even try and write? I wouldn't say it's the type of anxiety where I'm afraid something will cease to work properly, but more an anxiety where I know the golden silence will be broken once again and that there's no point trying when that's all I'll spend my time thinking about. No productive activities will ensue. I am a jumbled mess on the inside and I need to get some exercise.
On a positive note the clouds are very pretty today, and I will not let this go to waste. Even if the temperature outside will melt my eyeballs, it's nice to at least pretend I'm in the middle of the school year and that I will actually be doing something other than brushing up on the news or watching the film Her and bawling like a baby.
My friend is at the door, my friends, and don't friends help you get through the slow and painful Summer?
Think I know what you're saying.
Like too tired to do anything cause it seems pointless?
4064051 I'm not depressed, just anxious. I'm a whiny teenage brat who has so many pointlessly anxious and negative thoughts she can't sleep.