• Member Since 20th Sep, 2012
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Pyromaniac


Back after being in a coma for four years. Call me Henry, I write about horses with multiple personalities and anxiety.

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  • 180 weeks
    I didn't disappear again, I promise

    This year sucked.

    I've just been trying to cope. I'm in and out of various kinds of episodes. Quarantine has me fucked up. The last week has me in some fucked up relapse and I've been forgetting the days. I keep have fits of rage because I can't remember what year it is. I hate this.

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  • 223 weeks
    Things slowly get easier

    My birthday is in a few weeks, and it's surreal. I'm going to be 20, but I still feel like a child. I guess that comes with the territory of lost time

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  • 224 weeks
    It's been hard

    I've been in and out of consciousness the past week. Everything's been rather hard, my schizophrenia has had a flareup and it's hard to get out of bed when I'm having delusions and hallucinations again. I haven't been in control very often the past few days, it's mostly been the adults in control, I guess

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  • 225 weeks
    Oh...

    It's 30 minutes to midnight.

    Our fiance fell asleep, so I'm totally alone.

    I've been crying nonstop, and having urges to self-harm again honestly

    This is horrible. I feel horrible

    I just want to fall asleep for a few days until I feel better...

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  • 225 weeks
    In case I don't make it to midnight

    I was really excited for the new year. Especially for the new decade, and I didn't think I would be

    ....then everyone I know had a bad new year. And people started telling me they felt awful that it was a new decade, and they missed the past, etc

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Jun
15th
2015

WHY DO GUYS CRUSH ON ME · 3:24am Jun 15th, 2015

Yeah so like
Why do guys crush on me?
I'm not like particularly hot or anything.
And fuckin
Recently a bunch of guys have been fuckin randomly telling me they love me.
I am not that cool yknow.

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Comments ( 7 )

3150987

DUDE I AM TRYING TO FUCK RIP DRY, BUT HE FUCKIN LIVES ON ANOTHER CONTINENT SO I CAN'T DO SHIT ABOUT IT.

3151648

We all know it, goddammit.

all the boys want the Pyro

3152772 i know but your reactions are priceless.

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