Oh... · 8:32am Jan 1st, 2020
It's 30 minutes to midnight.
Our fiance fell asleep, so I'm totally alone.
I've been crying nonstop, and having urges to self-harm again honestly
This is horrible. I feel horrible
I just want to fall asleep for a few days until I feel better...
Pyro! I'm so sorry I'm just seeing this now! If you see this, hit me up. I'm here for you!
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It's okay, thank you for reaching out If it's ok can I toss you my discord or something?
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Whatever you like. Whatever is best for you.
Damn, I thought my grief was bad. I'm sorry about your horrible condition, personally, art has helped me pull through my mother's passing. For me, it's primarily daydreaming. Then using the ideas created during that process to create art.
Music is another big helper. I've got a few songs that may be good for you, though I don't know you personally. Expect the nightmare moon fanfic.
So my music might not connect with you as we're two different people of different age groups, personalities, disorders, upbringing, etc.
But if you ever want music recommendations, I would be more than glad to help. I hate seeing people like this because it's just so unfair for the one who's suffering.