Read then do what you want · 11:20am Jul 13th, 2012
Okay, so I did attempt to kill myself and I'm not proud of it, I got stopped at the last moment and I was put into psychiatric care. One of the first things I was told to do after they let me out was to forget anybody I didn't know(I.e. internet friends) and I'm ashamed to say I did try, I really did. However I guess I should explain some stuff first, I had my friend set up a separate account up on the site so that I could at least see what was going on and I'm ashamed to say I did ask him to make it seem like I had killed myself (xbox message) and then I realized I couldn't do it, I couldn't stay away. So I got taken back in for another two weeks and I told the doctor and he said it was fine as long as I didn't communicate however that quickly went down hill as I ended up talking to one of you. Today I got back from the test to see if I was fit for society and I failed to every two weeks for two weeks I am required to return to the ward and I've only been out for two weeks and a bit.
Well that's pretty much it you can say whatever you want or react however you want or don't even its your choice I put this here because I felt I betrayed you lot and you a least deserved to know the truth.
Ice... You have no idea... How happy I am to see that you are alive!!!
I am in tears right now... We were all terrified, and then we were all sad, but now we at least know that you aren't dead, and that is something to be joyful about!!
ICE. You have no idea how happy I am to know you're alive. when I saw this blog posted I couldn't believe it. I don't care what other people say. I'm glad you're still with us. I'll talk to you more later when I have time but I'm so happy right now now that I know you're still alive. (btw, you need to be given a medal or something for staying the top commenter on the site with 9weeks of inactivity)
Ice, brother u don't know how happy we r that ur alive!
nice to know you're alive of course, little peeved about the situation but that can be forgiven. no need to feel bad.
Honestly, I don't know what to say, mixed feelings and yada yada. You still one of my bros and if you would LIKE to talk to me, it's fine.
It's awesome to see you back. I really hope things turn out better for you now.
-SoI
i love to see you didnt kill yourself but now i have a feeling a cluster fuck will happen.
Welcome back. Now you have to deal with a lot of shit coming your way now.
ice, like the others say, were all happy to see that your alive. to hear another brony died or even a soul with hard times died would break my heart because to many people we care about die and if only we could stick together and be strong then we would live happyer lives but no it just dont work that way. sad to say but we all in one point of our lives will have hard times, some may be harder then others and others may not. i would hug you and say that i understand, many in this world look and talk but do they feel. its a question that i have found the answer with in touched people, ones that see things or have much happen to them and they come back not stronger but better built for life because they see truly how they should live their lives. and if we run in to people who have no hope, then we pick them back up, it may be with harmful or blessing words but would take them to see how much we do care for each other, even if we dont know one or the other still we would stand and know that we are wise, the others who are not wise with out thought can enjoy life to its fullest but will always need a hand or two to help them. i sit up and think a lot about life and whats the meaning of it, there is none, only our meaning once we have done what we have done in this world then we could see the a truth instead of a lie, the lie that we wasted our lives for nothing when we really did do something. sorry for writing all this, i know you may not care about comments that much but i wanted to really show you that we people care, care for others, and we care in life, i almost died when was born but when i turned to my teen age i started this thought of thinking about more how i made it here today and that was because of that one doctor named doctor love (this is not a joke his last name was love) he cared enough to check me again and found out how to save me and he did, my thanks to him but for you, we people here, right now, commenting back to you, care. i hope this helped and if not then i know that your smart enough to find your truth, you never betrayed us, only did what you had to do and here you are. they say death is an answer but its more like a door, it may open and take you in or you could open it your self. what many people dont know is how much that person thought about it. the real truth is it is not wrong or right, it acts apon others with depression but much more could have happened in life that could hurt even more. deaths the very action of thought and not many can look in to that. when people cared for die, it sparks a flame, the very flame of thought, you never betrayed us, your showing us thought, the thinking of this takes time and when death is showed we agree with it or push its fact away, over time people will slowly see the truth on its own, we were meant to be there for others. thats what makes us stronger. thank you if you got to this comment but now i must be on my way, storys to write and only one author who knows how to keep learning how to write good storys.
229499 That's really touching man.
Well its fucking AWESOME that you are still alive, but do beware, some people are going to be like:
"OMG you just did it so you could get followers"
or
"You put up this stunt for attention"
Its happened, just saiyan that people might say stuff like that to you, but glad your here.
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X3
However angry I may be that you tricked us, it can't match the happiness that your alive.
Welcome back. I still have the same respect for you.
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thanks, i mean it all too. just glad to see that you understand me. talk to you later ice, oh and one more thing. there is no fit or not fit of the mind only sane and insane, they would say that insane people dont think about alot but really they think much more then normal people. now im not saying your insane or sane, it more sounds like im the insane one but they limit people with thought. so yeah i think your as fine as everyone else.
I will be the first to admitt i was a little skeptical because i did not see an obitchouary, but stilll i am really happey your alive
229523 a what?
Well, this is the second brony I know that survived a suicide attempt. Glad to hear you're alright.
Glad to see you're okay and know what actually happened
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(Sorry if anything I've done/said was even a part-cause for this
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229566 Neh, your cool man
best of luck in your recovery
Good to see your still here, I share the thoughts of everyone above. There is no need to restate the obvious but... happy that you were not successful.
229599 cheers
Always been patient man, always been waiting.
Though with me you know I don't get mad at anything, truely I'm so overcome with joy that you're still alive. (It must be difficult man, no need for any negative motions here, just knowing you're alive and recovering surpasses everything else)
I remember the days checking in to see if there were any changes to the "how long ago been offline counter", it saddened me to see it increasing weeks by weeks by weeks, but now.... YOU'RE ALIVEEEEEEEEE!!!
Though we may just be internet friends know that I'll always support you man, I think you are a fonominal (screw my spellz) writer, artist and most importantly friend. (I'm just hoping those DOKTORS! know what they're doing)
Anyways man, glad your back, I send my regards that all of this is blow away soon and that you kick some ass DBZ style!
Ice... It's great to have you back man.
You're alive! HUZZAH!
(has nothing to say, until finally opens arms)
Come here.
(hug)
The happiness today has been doubled!
Good to have you back
229537 I am glad you are alive, and what superfunnalc means is that your death report didn't show up.
229710 oohhh
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i guess i was wrong. good to have you alive!
You SON OF A BITCH!
Oh shit man! This is some really nice news.
DONT YOU FUCKING PULL A STUNT LIKE THIS EVER AGAIN.
I'm serious. Do it again and I will find you then I'm going to make you wish you had.
Fuckin' A
I know a Draconequus that will love to hear from you!
You have no idea how much that suicide thing freaked me out. Glad you're alive.
You don't know how happy I am to see that you're alive
I was seriously hurt when we all thought you were gone. But I'm so happy that you're back, even if you still choose not to get back on Fim Fiction I'm just happy you told us you're still here on this earth.
Ice...ice ice ice ice ice.... you dont know how happy I am that you are alive! though we havnt talked at all before, when I saw that message that said you had killed yourself, I cried because it hurts that to think we could lose a member of the "Herd" all because someone made fun of or put him/her down. If it ever happens again, remember this: everyday can be a bright day. You just have to know where to look.
P.S: Do you play on XBOX Live? If so, you should add me. my gamertag is crazydemon52.
yay, the void has not claimed you. im so happy. and dont worry im not angry it would take a LOT more than fake suicide to anger me
I shall create a chap. for my fic just for you, bro. wonderful to know you have not left this mortal plain.
And I shall photoshopp something... one sec.
You did technichally lie to us, however at the moment I dont give 2 flying fucks about that.
Your alive, and Ok, and thats all I care about at the moment.
Your alive and breathing.
Welcome back bro, welcome back.
man, you scared me. good thing your alive.
Glad to have you back, dude.
THE FUCK DUDE... WHY HAS NO ONE TOLD ME YOU'VE BEEN ALIVE!!!!
I'VE SEEN A RECENT POST FROM YOU AND THOUGHT "...aren't you supposed to be dead?"
but anywhore nice to see you're alive