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Apr
8th
2015

My mood right now · 4:06am Apr 8th, 2015

My grandma just died. I sat in my car in the parking lot at my job, and listened to her heartbeat monitor fail over the phone. I don't know what to do right now, except cry.

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Comments ( 10 )

Let it all out, don't hold back and don't go drinking or doing anything stupid.

Here you go, buddy...

2959411 I tried to go to a friend's house to get a hug and an outsider's shoulder to lean on, but he wasn't home. Spent a good ten minutes crying on his front doorstep before I could trust myself to drive again.

Plus, I don't drink. I'd rather drown myself in ice cream or something.


2959457 Thanks, Regi. We're gonna hold a wake for her rather than a funeral, so this is doubly well received. :pinkiesad2:

2959497 it's okay to feel
just
make sure you do
okay?

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I need all of the hugs, a punch to the gut, and someone to hold onto as I fall asleep tonight. I've got a good start on the first, the second's already complete, and I have the stuffed Twilight my grandma got me last Christmas.

2959527 Even after how empty I felt when my mom died, I almost wish I were back then. This hurts a lot more, but I'm going to ride it out and laugh and cry and live for the moments my grandma can't anymore. She didn't get to see me turn 21, nor my cousins graduate, so I'm gonna make sure to be around for both of those.

I'm so sorry man. Anything I can do to help, lemme know. You need to talk, I'm here.

2959822 Thanks. I don't know if I can talk about it much more, though. I keep switching between sad and mad. Game Grumps usually makes me smile, but right now it's just making me feel queasy.

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