second therapy · 7:58am Nov 9th, 2014
This was the second therapy, I had it this morning, the rest of day I just rested.
To be honest, I feel like crap. I could probably blame on the day previous where I didn't sleep until like four in the morning.
Also, I don't think I mentioned this yet, but my therapy sessions start where I just talk about my problems and then I relax while my therapist does hypnosis on me. Its kinda hard to explain- actually scratch that, it's easily described as relaxation while listening to music and a gentle voice telling you that you are in a nice happy place with no worries.
Suffice to say, the staying late up the night before means that I pretty much fell asleep within the first 15 minutes. I don't really remember much of it other than being in a forest, and then going into a hollow tree, and I think I might have become the tree, then I flowed down a stream of water into a sandy beach. I fell asleep after the beach part.
The session lasted an hour long. Im guessing I spent most of that sleeping.
i had someone try hypnosis on me once it did nothing. the school therapist then threw a fit.
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*shrugs* They told me that you have to want to be hypnotized for it to work.
2583683 possible. *shrugs*
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*Fluffle hugs*
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*returns hug in kind*
Definitely nicer then my dream, I hope you are feeling happier and that these therapy sessions are really helping
that sounds like a pretty enjoyable dream. wish i could have a few of those.
Sounds...nice?
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I hope they are too. What did you dream, if you would like to share?
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It was, BUT normally I can't dream about anything or its something that I already do on a regular basis, like resting. (Yes, some nights I'm dreaming about sleeping while asleep
2589239 Well... I honestly wouldn't mind sharing it but it wasn't exactly pleasant. I wouldn't call it a nightmare either as I wasn't scared but it wasn't pleasant in the least
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hey, at least you can dream. not sure if i do, because all i remember is going to sleep and waking up.
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soooooo... you go to bed... and then its suddenly the next day?
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not pleasant how?
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after a bit of a wait for my body to actually accept the sleep, yep
2593633 Well... I was being tortured. I don't recall most of what they had used on me but I do easily recall the part where they cut lines in my face with heated up spoons. I also apparently went delusional at some point during it because I was blabbering nonsense at that point.
I'm rather glad that odd little thing where I feel pain in dreams didn't come into play during that. :/
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That's scary.
You can feel pain during dreams?
2594056 Sometimes, it doesn't happen often and it feels a little dull compared to the real thing, thankfully
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That's a relief.
Random question... do you think it would hurt to be rebuilt from nothing?
2594213 Maybe... your nerves are being rebuilt as well and they would technically be then used for the first ever and likely be very sensitive
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Phantom limbs effect as well?
2594231 It seems reasonable as well
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If memories could be changed while someone was awake, would they be aware of it?
2594244 Not if you changed their memory of that awareness