... · 2:43am Jul 2nd, 2014
…I know…we all have to move on with our lives. We all have to move on from our mistakes, or grudges we may have, from our past. However, before we can do such a thing, we must first take a step backward and look at what we have done before we can take a step forward. However, it has come to my attention that I am the only one who thinks this…which means I am the last of my kind. So you might as well put a gun in my mouth and pull the trigger because a life has just been wasted. However…some would pull the trigger while others would not do it. Is it perhaps they do not have the guts or think I need help? But the correct answer is that you would need help, for you have just ignored the truth. Deep down you know that I am right, while another part of you knows that what I have just said was false. You could say it is two sides of a coin, trying to fight each other as to which side is right. Either to pull the trigger or simply put the gun down and ignore the truth as to what I have just said. Your two sides fight and fight, but what do I do you may ask? Well, deep down, I have the same thing going as well. I wonder and question my insanity sometimes, but then I take a step back and clear my mind of all thoughts and ideas. I then take a look at the big picture for a moment or two and try to figure out while you try to decide if pulling the trigger would be moral or not. However, what about those who do want to pull the trigger. Well, maybe because they know that I am right and do not want to have a single life wasted on this sad and pathetic planet called Earth. Or could it be this person simply hates my guts, perhaps they did not like the stories that I have told and would rather see me dead for writing said stories. Or is it because they just want me dead altogether. Or perhaps it is because they have an itch, to kill something. An itch they could not get rid of. Perhaps they have gone hutting in the past, but yet had no luck hitting an animal, or they are just deranged serial killers. However, the question is would they pull the trigger, would they kill a man, one of their own kind? The hunter would not know what to do and just simply end up in the same situation where the ones who hesitate to pull the trigger. However they have more of a feel to pull the trigger than the others who have sides trying to wonder if pulling the trigger will earn them a death sentence or not. However, as for the serial killer, they would not think twice and pull the trigger. However, they have failed for they failed to see the big picture and the meaning behind all of this. Not even I know the meaning behind as to what I just said, but as I am waiting for the choice of the person to pull the trigger, I am deep within my own thoughts. I am thinking as to should a life who has no purpose should continue to live on or should be just in the afterlife, or should not have existed at all. If a worthless life were to continue on living, what point will there be for it to live if there is nothing it could do here. It would be like a wondering soul who has just died and looking for a reason why it is not in the afterlife already. Or a sheep without it’s header you could say. While this is going on, the ones who are still having their sides fight for them whether or not to pull the trigger or not is still making a choice. A part of them wants to do it, but the other part knows that it is not good for their soul to do it. However, they know that I am right, while the other one does not see it and think they could help me get better and improve my self-esteem. However, the fight continues to rage on as I continue with my inner thoughts. I then come to the conclusion of letting whatever happens, happen, as I will explain later. As for the last person and the one who takes the longest to decide to pull the trigger than me or the other ones who would rather kill or have an itch they cannot get away from, although the hunter takes a little bit longer to decide than the serial killer does for it questions it’s decision at this very moment. So, we are all waiting for you to decide to pull the trigger or not, as for it will be most likely what you would be doing. Then you come to a conclusion, and you either pull the trigger or you don’t. However, due to many moral standards many may have, they would rather try and not believe what I have just said, which they have failed. However, for those who do pull the trigger also fails, as they would be marked as a killer and sentenced to prison. As for my conclusion when I was in deep thought is that no matter what we do in life, we all fall down and fail. However, there is a correct choice to this, and that’s to simply put down the gun, let you question if you did was the right thing or not, and I simply walk away empty handed. And that is where we draw the line…
well said
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Yes...Well said...how are you alive JFK?... Tell me...was it a second shooter?...
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Yup well said...
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what the fuck was I talking about?... Reminds me of philosophy... I have no fucking clue what is being said and my mind is already fucked...but I'm pretty sure it's deep...
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Body double
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ahhh... should have seen that coming...I thought it was the black guy who thought he was JFK from the movie Buba Ho-Tep...