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5 weeks
Finally made it to Babscon

What a long strange trip it's been. This is much harder to do on the fly with a disabled girlfriend than flying solo. Honestly it's a good lesson but yeah I'm here I'm queer and I'm ready to party with my peers and also apparently work at the conop's desk for the next few hours once I get GS electric wheelchair out and charging. As always look for the short fat white guy currently with a beard
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5 weeks
EDIT: IRL Friend loaned me $10. Gonna make it to Burlingame.Hi this is embarrassing and awkward but I'm not sure I have enough gas money to make it the rest of the way to BABSCon could I borrow like $20 for a few days until I'm able to busk a bi

Hi this is embarrassing and awkward but I'm not sure I have enough gas money to make it the rest of the way to BABSCon could I borrow like $20 for a few days until I'm able to busk a bit and other fund generation?
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6 weeks
Starlight 🤝🪁🪁🪁🤝Gazans

I'm going to try to publish a story about kite flying on the 30th and encourage you to do so as well.
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8 weeks
BABSCon 2024

Facebook places who's going to Bay area brownie spectacular convention at the end of the month? It'll be my first pony convention in like 2 years almost cuz finances have been shit and I've been taking care of my disabled girlfriend etc but she is going to be coming with me and going to her first Brony convention since 2013 Equestria LA, when she was harassed a bunch and dealt with a ton of
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10 weeks
On Death

I call myself a hopeful agnostic. I vigorously want there to be an afterlife, where there's joy, justice, and fellowship for all God's creatures, great and small. I am unbelievably terrified of the prospect that one day I will cease to exist. And I want so desperately for all entities across space and time who have felt hurt and pain and suffering and helplessness and confusion and fear to feel
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Jun

27th

2014

Surrender (of the Heart) · 9:58pm Jun 27th, 2014

Surrender (of the Heart)

I am waiting: for the love that we have built to fall apart,
For the time we knew would come right from the start.
I am waiting for the surrender of the heart.

You are debating: if the love that we have built could ever last,
If it’s worth the pain we know would come once past.
You are fixating on the surrender of the heart.

We all want to believe in a love that lasts forever.
We all want to believe that the moment never ends.
We all want to believe it’s a permanent endeavor.
We all want to believe that the heart will win.

And I wonder when do we make the choice to call it off?
Give in to the voices that would scoff?
Did we blunder, grow asunder or turn soft?

We’ll be falling, and we’ll wonder why our eyes weren’t cast ahead,
Why we didn’t realize our love was dead.
We’ll be falling, and recalling what’s been said.

I haven’t written the lyrics for the bridge yet.

When do we move on?
When do we cut our loses?
When do we surrender to the process?

Bop baba bop pba ba ba bop (x2)

The End

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