My life is passing by and I have nothing to show for it · 6:14am Jan 29th, 2014
This is going to be a bit of a rant or maybe a parable. I don't really know, to be honest. This is just me getting some things off of my mind.
Here goes...
You know that feeling you get when you know you should be further a long with something than you actually are and that you've actually disappointed yourself by moving a long much slower than you actually should have been, then you get a flat tire on the way to work and, even though you got the tire changed and made it to work on time, you start to have sudden realizations dawning on you, such as...
"This is all I have to show for my life? I should have a degree by now!"
"Why haven't U moved out yet?"
"I don't have enough going on to justify why I have so little done."
Well, that happened to me today. For so many years I just kind of coasted through life, not really getting stuff done and it feels like I had so much potential that I just wasted so badly that I just want to punish myself or something.
It's like that feeling when you know you had dreams, but then something got in the way, but it wasn't life or family.
It was you.
You were the one that got in your own way and you were the one that was stunting your growth as a person. It was all your own stupid fault.
Now, what are you going to do about it, Tough guy?
That's what I think happened or has been happening to me lately. I got so caught up in just working and going online and everything else that I think I might have stunted my growth as a person and hampered my potential in the long. I think that it may have happened to a lot of us somewhere a long the line, don't you?
So, starting tomorrow, I will begin to try and treat every day as if it were the first day of the rest of my life.
I am going to try a little harder to get all my work done and I am going to go out and keep real and become a real boy!
So, will you all join me?
Will you all choose to cast away the your past of disappointment and forge a new blade for yourselves, made of the future and of your dreams?
Because I know that I'm going to try to do that! 
I stand with you! I've gotten too darn complacent lately. You bring up a fine point here, one I've been trying to tell myself for a while, without much success. I knew there was a reason I followed you.
Been there, done that. I'll do something with my life someday.
1770805 word up
1770811 Do I still have the coolest avatar?
Or was that just you being silly that one day? Or am I confused? 
1770817 of course you do! I'm just random
1770825 Awesome. Welp, I'm out before I derail this comment section any further and just frag TSS's notes to Tartarus. Chase, out.