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DaemoN67 - 6 months already · 12:23am Jan 26th, 2014
Can you believe it is already 6 months, it has gone so slowly and so fast. I still miss him more than you could imagine. I will light a candle today and think not only of Matthew, but all of you, who are here for me, many of you who are depressed, or scared, or confused or just a young adult trying to work life out, you are all special and I love you all
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Annieliz2012 · 339 views
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I didn't know you had lost your son...
I am sorry for you and I know its late, but you have my condolences my dear
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Here you are, giving me moral support through my rough spots and wishing me luck...when you had to lose someone close to you...
You are an amazing woman...your son would be proud of what you have done in his wake
I love you to my dear, you are one of my pillars of moral support, someone I can turn to and know will always say such nice thinks...
Thank you and again my condolences for your lose.
Everyone deserves to be happy, and that means you too.
Good luck, and remember to do whatever you want! If you want to spend the weekend indulging in everything daemon67 loved, then no one can stop you but the police! People usually understand when you become unreachable for short stretches of time.
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It has been a bit of a tough week, thank you
Not sure why 6 months is worse than 5 months, 3 weeks?
Maybe it was the new baby born to my nephew, or the wedding I went to last night, just makes me think......
It still hurts. I miss him, as do many. I'm sorry. I wish you a wellness beyond well.
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Thank you xox
I still miss him as well.. he is an irreplaceable person, I'll miss him so badly.
I hope the best for you, Mrs. Liz.
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I only became a member on the day he died. He posted his suicide note as a blog that was removed by the moderators at my request. He put a link on his Facebook page, that lead to here.
Both groups that I belong to were set up in his memory, and I believe some other young peoples lives may have been saved because of the sites. It gives me some comfort reading his blogs, and comments.
Maybe I can be the Mum that saves someone else's son, even when I didn't see how he was feeling, just so another Mother doesn't have to experience the sadness that I feel.
I worry about all the other users on this site, you too, that you will not have the love and support that you need.
It didn't matter how much I loved him, he still didn't share how he was feeling with me, and I know he had planned it for at least 3 weeks, as he emptied his stuff off my computer, used up all his gift cars and movie tickets, and we had a group hug.
I was his mum! and if I couldn't tell what he was thinking! who could help him?
So I try and help the others that I see on this site, and all those that I watch, are precious to me.
Don't worry about your future, enjoy each day, because it is really, really unlikely that you will be alone for the rest of your life
1764508 like I said, you are an amazing woman, when I went through my suicidal threat...my parents where shocked and couldnt see it, I speak from experience when I say a son loves their mother and dosent want them to worry about them, so we bottle it up to try and hide it, whether out of pride or fear.
You are solo helpful and I know you do well, you have certainly helped me and have become like a second mother.… you give good advice and you care with all your heart, I will always be here if you want someone to talk too. Its the only way I can repay you for what you have done for me and this community.
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Thank you
1765456 your welcome my dear
Well, I know I'm late, but fuck it.
You seem like a really kind woman to be on here for so many people, there are many here who are ready and willing to help you through difficult times. Soo... yeah, that's about all I can say
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Thank you, this week will be challenging, it is his 18th birthday on Sunday
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I wish you all the best