About my latest story... · 8:27pm Aug 29th, 2013
This is not something I would ever write while stewing in my own head. I have no sexual drive and this doesn't 'turn me on' the way it might for others. Similar to another story of mine, this was an attempt to do something I really have no solid grasp of. To give you an idea, before I wrote this I thought a vibrator was a piece of cloth that acted like an electric blanket to a degree. Imagine my shock when I finally piece together that it was meant to be a sex toy and google it.
Now, that said, I believe part of the entertaining aspect for me is the physical part. It's not so much I want to be helpless, and this may be my aspergers or my strong desire to snuggle someone talking, but I've always loved being squeezed or having a sense or pressure on my body. So long as I can get out on my own, I like the cramped feeling of being stuck in a tight place like a car trunk or a box.
The situation here I enjoy is physically, and not for sexual gratification. Besides that, the idea was to attempt to emulate and parody the usual situation. Because, lets face it, any of you that get enjoyment from this and would like to be Twilight wouldn't really be trying to escape, not really. You'd revel in the chance to do this, and the twist demonstrates that.
It's also a reference to my own situation with thebackup. I'd never want to be in Luna's place for this story (or Twilight's, but stay on topic). But with him and a a few others I've found myself asked to be in the dominating role to satisfy them. I don't get the same feeling of joy they get, I just enjoy the acting aspect. If this doesn't make much sense for me to be talking about it, read the story and it will.
Anyway, I'm not fond of forced anything. I like it when it decided by all participants that what will happen will happen. Which isn't to say I only like it like that. Thinking about it now, this breaks quite a bit away from my usual formula quite a bit in the not much actual plot happened. Anyway, being forceful for the sake of being forceful makes me back away and cringe, so I wanted to give this story a silly reason for it.
This could be considered a commission of a sort. (By the way, I am planning on doing commissions soon.) Like I said, I'd never come up with the full idea on my own.
If you are planning on doing commissions make sure to price them reasonably
For the record, if we ever meet, I'd be happy to hug you good and tight :3
Sounds understandable. I totally understand what you mean, everyone has some weird fascination or fetish and from what you've told me it makes sense. Probably won't be able to read it myself purely because I'm too busy, but I hope readers won't be too harsh about it.
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Don't worry, I'm not expensive~
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I'd hug you too! :D You're a pretty nice guy~ I'm so nervous talking to you, but I'm happy to know you're human like me. : P
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Thanks for understanding~ Though be sure to give it a read sometime and tell me how bad it is. : P
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Hey, no need to be shy :3 I love giving hugs! Any time you want to talk, I'm here!
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It's so funny, cause you host all the writing stuff on EQD. I used to be scared of you, and I still remember first meeting you during NPWM last year. Now, you're offering to be friends! I would love to, and I absolutly adore hugs and such~
1316630 then I might have to get a story from you
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Oh, certainly! We can talk turkey whenever you want~ Like I said, I'm cheap. We can discuss prices whenever you desire.
1317992 all right (to help everyone out as well I thik posting a journal showing your prices would help everyone out)
1318107 Well, I'm not doing them officially, and I'm pretty dismissive about the price. One fellow paid me $25, and the story wound up being 20,000 words. That was the price he set up, and it was originally for less words.
1319973 ok then, and I would be interested to see what you wrote
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Heh, sorry, I'm afraid that story had to remain private.
1320014 understandable