Well my birthda and I know today is just gonna be a day of fucking epic suckyness
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It doesn't matter who you spend the day with, just as long as you spend it as you wish.
Here's hoping for at least a tolerable birthday celebration, and I hope you make the best of whatever situation you happen to be in. Cheers.
happy birthday lunadash! i wish i could say that in person but this will have to do. have a good day lunadash.
43764That's the problem I can't. I feel obligated to fake a smile, act like I'm happy, ignore everything about my emotions and intrests to make everything look fine and normal, gotta supress my anoyance at the contstant all day buging, and do my best to make my familt feel happy and like they did a good job when all I wan't is to relax with a coke and my laptop not do all thsicrazy complicated shit and cake and such. I simply want to have a normal day but feel obligated to do my best to ignore my emotions and everything about me to please them cause I should. Also what time is it where you are?
43766Damn I just realized it's 8am in the UK only 3am here and somehow I'm awake and I don't wanna sleep Im thinking of forcing my self into a deep drowsy sleep so I can miss most of tomorows events
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Time doesn't matter. It is a man made construct that has been forced on us despite our protests. It does not exist. Only this very moment exists. You may plan for the future, but do not let it consume you. Remember the past and let it serve as a lesson,, but do not let it trouble you to the point of living in it.
That's why it doesn't matter what time zone I am in.
I will quote (paraphrase) an interpretation of a (possibly) fictional character here. "Everyone is so concerned with feeling good to please everyone around them, and they forget to allow themselves to feel how they NEED to feel in order to get past the emotional place they are stuck in. Then, later on, they explode and do something horrible, out of frustration of never having expressed their true feelings. I think that if more people let themselves feel bad at the right time, this planet would be a happier place."
That is my only advice to you. Use it as you will.
43793I was wondering the timezone for semantics and I do do that but trying to please those around me is the best thing for now
43795Went to sleep at 6:35am
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I was not being flippant. I really believe that we each exist in the same moment as all others in this world. It's just that we can only see in the present (such is the limits of the 3rd dimension).
I truly hope that you can break out of the cycle and move past your current situation.
Happy birthday. I hope it is as nice as it can be.
43803awoke at 10:15
ahh happy birthday i forgot at first sorry
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Happy Birthday Bro!
I wish for you a great day.
44496That could only be made better if it was Molestia.
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44548...Now I need a beard, a mustache, a grey hoodie, lose my tan, get a pet slug, chnage my iris sizes, make my irisis pure black, and break my glasses so I can get new ones with difrent frames...This is gonna take awhile.
Its you're birthday, you can do anything...
Except murder... I learned that the hard way...