This is my true self.. · 2:57am Feb 9th, 2013
Do I write for the words, or write for the chance to express what my heart is afraid to say?
The ink on this paper will stay forever, but my life will perish within the lies and dangers I've taken for my love to be safe.
It shows my emotions, for no one will give the chance to listen.
No understands what it feels like.
Pain. Pain. Pain.
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Tick, tick, tick.
You hear the sound of blood from a far.
Your afraid of what happened to the one you love.
Not realizing what you did to deserve any of this madness and hell.
Wanting the second chance they had always promised.
Wanting back humanity, Becoming more insane.
No one knows.
Seeing your love disappear, not ever getting the chance to say goodbye.
Not ever looking him in the eyes.
All those good memories gone.
I want them gone, go away...
Now their nothing, but dead memories.
Good poem. Now write a story and we'll be good.
No. Its my life.....
You must look within your heart. Try harder to understand...
809651 You're talking about writing. We haven't seen any of your writing aside from this poem (which, while good, could use some spelling corrections: I think you meant "perish" not "parish").
Well then. That was depressing as all hell. Write a story with this. Hell, I'll do it.
I agree with 809555. There's just one problem here... you haven't actually written anything. You had to steal it instead.
Assuming you removed the story you so impetuously swindled at your own will, I guess this is the first step in the right direction. If you want even the slightest chance of redemption, I suggest you make a blog post that personally apologizes to the author of the story, and everyone you've hurt because of your foolish actions. This is all assuming you don't get permanently banned, that is.
I'm sorry, but some poem saying how much pain you're in doesn't excuse you from your actions. Does a serial killer get off by simply claiming he did it out of emotional pain? Of course not.
After you apologize, and if you're incredibly lucky enough to not be banned permanently, then perhaps you can start to think about uploading another story. A story YOU actually wrote.
Even if the story sucks, even if people hate it and call it crap and it gets downvoted to hell... that is still many many multitudes better and more respectable than what you committed here.
I do pity you, because it's obvious you have problems. Nobody who doesn't have serious self-esteem issues would do such a thing. As much as I want to wish poor things upon you in the future, I cannot. It's just not in my nature. I do hope you can turn things around, and maybe, just maybe, begin to slowly regain all the respect you lost today from everyone in the fandom. It won't be easy, but I like to believe there's good in everyone.
So I hope the best for you. Now whether that's in vain or not, well, I'd say it's likely. But I can always hope.
809690 NO YOU FUCKING DONT! IM GOING THROUGH MENTAL FUCKING PAIN! MENTAL, EMOTIONAL, EVERY KIND OF PAIN THERE IS!
There is no good nature in anyone.. i learned that the hard way while i was 7. I wish the best of every one and their stories....
All i write is poems other wise im fucking trash.....
Okay, ive thought about what "i" did and im going to say sorry for what "i" did.
809784 I t'was linked here, and I have to ask. The shell did ya do?
809795 Whaaa???
809802 I mean, what did "you" do? It's obvious people here are hatin' on ya for something, and I'd rather not think you to be stupid enough to be oblivious as to what. These are smart people. They don't hate just to hate.
809751 Well, trash is a hell of a lot better than STEALING someone else's story they probably WORKED THEIR ASS OFF to make great. And since you're in so much "pain and loneliness", you probably thought you could win yourself some frivolous "love" and "attention" by stealing some else's great work, claiming it as your own, and taking all the credit. This is probably because you're too afraid to write your own story, for fear of it being terrible and hated. But your self-esteem is obviously so low... you just couldn't take that. You just had to be praised.
And you know what the saddest part is? You were actually foolish and stupid enough to believe it would actually work. You thought you could take us all for fools because it was a story on Deviantart and not on here... Well, tough shit man. It hurts now, doesn't it? Probably more than before, right? Knowing that you failed in the absolute worst way possible here?
I know the world can be a cold place. Trust me, I know first hand. I understand. But I try not to let the bads outweigh the goods. I try to see the good in things... the simple pleasures of life... like sports and My Little Pony... over the truckload of crap. You are not alone when it comes to a lot of pain dude, I've been there. Experienced and lived it. And it sucks.
But I don't let it dominate my life. I fight it, I try to work through it so my future can be a little brighter. I've made mistakes... but I didn't give up on myself. I try to pick up the pieces and redeem myself the best I can.
I honestly don't believe you meant to hurt anyone here... you were desperate for some attention, so you tried to attain it the best way you knew how... but like I said before, that does NOT excuse you from the seriousness and consequences of your actions. Someone who commits manslaughter doesn't just get off without penalty because "he didn't mean to hurt anyone".
Once again, I recommend doing what I already stated in my last comment. And for your sake, I hope you can stop feeling sorry for yourself and make the right choice.
And if you really have problems man, I'd seriously recommend seeing a doctor. But I just don't see it... all I see is someone who simply has very low self-esteem, and is willing to break the law for a little love and attention from people he doesn't even know. Maybe that is doctor-worthy, I don't know. I'm not an expert.
809805 He blatantly plagiarized someone's story. A rather well-known and very good story as well. Totally unacceptable.
You should be glad I found your little "Poem" on your page after you sent it to me. I almost thought you were threatening me for a second. Don't pull the whole emo crap on us, I've been around so many authors on fanfiction.net to see such crap. Even if you are suffering from real life depression or something, see a doctor and get medical help. If your just doing this false emo crap like so many others I know do, the let me tell you something. Not going to work on me, buddy.
You were in the wrong here so don't make some excuse. Coping another story and saying it's yours is not an "out cry for my pain" it's just being a cheater and a liar.
809810
I'm so fucking done. I'm going mentally insane, if you lived my fucking life you would have killed yourself already... I have to do a lot just to get a fucking meal...... 1 FUCKING MEAL!!!!! I would be so dead to be caught on the computer! All i do is do stuff for other people and i get NOTHING!!!! Why yes, nothing. all i do is be nice and sweet as possible.. As i get nothing in return...
AND I'M A FUCKING GIRL!!!!
809826
I'm not pulling eno crap on you im stating the truth...
SO FUCK OFF ALL OF YOU!
809842
If you really are not lying, I apologize and if your life really is that bad, see somebody to HELP you. I was suicidal once. I've had mental breakdowns. I talked to people. I found help. Go find people to help you if really have that much of a problem. But issues or not, you made a mistake by copying somebody's work. That's not going to sit well with anybody. That's the problem. That's the issue. That's why we're mad at you. Like was said earlier, calm down, apologize, and try to create something of your creativity.
NONE OF YOU GUYS FUCKING GET IT DON'T YOU? I can't get help... i try, and try but im a failure...
AND IT WASNT ME IT WAS MY OLDER BROTHER WHO MADE ME DO IT!!!!! FUCKING YELL AT HIM FOR PETES SAKE!
809835 Ok then. I'm sorry your life is terrible, and there's nothing I can do about that. Go seek professional help if it's that bad. You're right, I don't know who you are or what your life is like. And seriously, this is not the place for all of that.
But you keep missing the point... none of that matters as to what you did. Did you even read what I said?
Just because your life may be shitty and depressing, does not excuse you for what you did. You still have to pay the price. I'm sorry, but that's just reality.
Perhaps your life is shitty, and once again, I'm sorry, and you should get professional help. But I'm starting to believe you're just some irrational 11 or 12 year old girl... and I don't even know if you're a girl, you might be saying that only because you think me and others will go more leniently on you or something, which isn't true. Why should I trust you? You lied about the story... why wouldn't you be lying right now?
Thus, I'm done responding you to. You either take my advice or you don't, it doesn't matter to me, and there's no use use fueling this anymore. It's your own self-respect, not mine. I suggest you take it and end this whole pathetic charade, but if you don't, oh well. I hope you enjoy being banned and losing all respect from everyone here forever.
809858
I'd like to ask you a question. How did he MAKE you do it?
Right, everyone stop posting.
NOW.
Demoralizing a child shouldn't be your highest priority.
809867
But... I just asked a question...
809873
You're fueling an already tense situation.
809862
he made me do it by forcing me to do it otherwise he was going to tell something that happend to me...
I'm going to be nice.
It doesn't matter at all if you're a girl, or if you have a hard life. All you need to do is accept and apologize for what you did. Being hurt in life does NOT give you free license to hurt others.
If you are contemplating suicide, talk to a trusted adult or call this number. They have resources that can help you.
IVE HAD HELP THEY JUST TOOK ME AWAY FROM WHAT I LOVED THE MUST! I'VE HAD HELP AND I WANT HELP ITS JUST NOT GOING TO WORK ALRIGHT!!!!
809909 It does not occur to you that you just might be caught in a self-destructive cycle?
Try again. I've been through the system-you're not going to get a perfect fit on the first try.
Guys, give it a break. You've all already made your points on the story's page. It's been seen and noted by the author. Taking it all the way down to his/her userpage and spamming vicious comments is going overboard.
And suddenly 809867 post.
Everyone who is angry about the theft, please don't worry so much. It's just a fanfic and I'm not even angry or sad or anything. It's the Internet: it happens. Thank you all for reporting it and making sure I knew. Now that it's been dealt with we can all ignore her and go do something enjoyable. For me that's GF, comforter, popcorn, coca, Code Lyoko season 3. (If anyone knows of a CL/FIM crossover please PM me the link.)
White Knighters, now I'm convinced more than ever that this is an emo drama act just to get attention. When someone in real life or on the Internet keeps rejecting your advice the only certainty is that they're pity whores: they feed off of jerking people around in any way they can. All of you would find more fulfillment doing a little hands-on community service every month. You'll be doing actual good, and the people you help will truly appreciate it. Usually. ;)
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I talked to my "mother" and she approved of me getting help at school thank you very much im not an attention whore....