Hey There

Its.. its been a while and all of you who enjoy my works and Marines Lament specifically deserve a bit of an update. Pretty much at the start of the new year my life started just falling apart. Lost my job, since the last update of this story I've lost my grandmother, I've not been able to talk with my friends nearly as often as I used too. My life has effectively entered a tailspin I'm trying to get it out off and its not going all that well to be honest. I've tried writing the new chapter several times at this point, and my rather severe depression has stopped me in my tracks every single time so far. My raw amounts of anxiety and self loathing along side many of other life's general stresses piling on has kept me from doing what I used to love which is telling a story.

Not that I feel I was all that great at it to begin with but it seems enough people enjoy my semi crap writing's to disagree with me. Its been... difficult these past two months to do or really even feel much of anything. A lot of depressive ramblings in my mind just discouraging myself of doing.. well much of anything. I don't get to take pride in.. basically anything I do anymore I just see all the problems and none of the upsides. be it painting miniatures as a hobby down to just playing games with friends. everythings become.. Numb to some degree or another. it waxes and wanes over the days but it never goes away its just been haunting me and getting slowly worse along with the rest of my life.

Im going to try and get another chapter out before the months out and hope that ties you over till I'm over whatever hellish thing happens next I suppose. I thank you all greatly for your patience that I very much so do not deserve along side your enjoyment of this story. I hope to talk to you all again soon :)