I kind of had a not-so-good evening, but this group here made me feel a lot better by being excessively and disgustingly positive. It wasn't even the people, necessarily; it was just the general attitude and relentlessly happy content. For helping me out with my depression, I'd like to invite everyone I know to join Positive Ponies.

The internet is a shitty place, but it doesn't all have to be shitty. =)

I'm thinking of testing the waters and getting back into writing now that I'm guaranteed to be sober and whatnot.

No more shitnanigans to distract me from the world of hoers.

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Well, it's been a little bit over a year, but whatever. Just thought I'd celebrate with a little post.

My life has gotten so much better since I stopped using and stopped hanging around with people who want to suck me back into that lifestyle. I have an stable jawb/income, I have my own place, I have a fiance who actually gives a damn about me, and I have basically no drama going on at all. I've even started going back to church.

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I've been away from here for a while!

As a personal update, I've spent the last few months on clinical suboxone and it's unbelievably freeing. It feels like I'm finally able to make healthy decisions for myself after over a decade of just getting kicked around by drugs. Like, I cannot overstate how much this has helped me! I'm still going through a ton of therapy and stuff, but it's amazing to have human dignity again and not be laid out flat by my addiction.

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So those who have known me for a while know that I have an Original The Character named Tar. She appears mostly in RP's, but also in unpublished stories. Her full name is Sweet Tart, but she goes by Tar for a boatload of reasons.

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Hi guys and girls, this is the sprite speaking. I've been on and off and waffling about for a long time again, but I'm here. I started to slide back into some pretty heavy drug use, but fortunately some friends have been helping me get back to a better place, you know?

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