just here with the little stuff and some life
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I managed to get back the original blog post and maybe or most likely to edit that cause things have changed since then. I will post that when I have the current courage to come back...again.
I'm now starting tomorrow, working 10hr shifts and mandatory Saturdays. But this just in, I GET SICK! I don't even know how I threw up today

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I would explain, but I just waste an hour of my time explaining why, only for my blog to just disappear, so in short,
Rip Doge
Happy Memorials Day
My social life here is crippled, and sorry to the friends I've made and the promises I could not keep to others.
My job has taken over my time.

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I can't say I'm surprised but I truly am, God being an adult sucks. The job is for the most part, easy; There are some things that require much more than de-prep this and prep that, sometimes I have to do laboring tasks and those are tiring on my body. What kills me are my feet, everyday is a struggle on concrete flooring, I get two ten-minute breaks and half hour lunch, if the job I'm doing doesn't require me to stand, I sit down an work. I do this as often as I can, I can go to the bathroom

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My days of freedom are over, it's time to work.
I'll talk to ya'll in a couple weeks from now.

Hey guys, yeah, I'm not dead. I'm gonna be brief again but also, explain last year's winners.
Yeah, I had to go without my computer for nearly 2 weeks. My upgrades are good, but when playing games, the cpu feels as hot as a furnace.(joking of course but it does still get hot, despite the upgrades) OH and I got to keep EVERYTHING. hip hip

The sleep study still hasn't happened, so I guess it's off the table or whatever.

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I was at the doctor a couple days ago, told them about my sleep, I'm going to have a sleep study done soon, and possible change in meds..maybe.
And today I'll be upgrading my computer. When I game on my high graphic games, my pc tends to heat up or have me smell or feel the heat coming off it. So I'll be upgrading my Memory, Storage and CPU along with its fan. Which means after that I'll have to re-install everything...again. Hope ya'll are all doing okay, Hp out.

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if you don't or do know, (Probably haven't said it tho) My sleeping schedule is bucked up. Can't ever get enough sleep, haven't for months, but recently I've actually gotten decent sleep, I'm talking 6 to 9 'an a half hours. I've always woken up in 1-4 hours and then try to go back to sleep, If I keep up my sleep schedule for the next two weeks, I could start actually looking for a job, that metal work company hasn't given me any openings, especially when they are HIRING. But by the time

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Yeah, my dumb arse really thought that election day held the presidential election. So the current object is not to survive, yet. Other related health news; My Left knee has been acting up something weird. For the last four days I haven't been able to walk straight, now there's no pain or anything, but an occasional stiff resistance. And just last night, I could no longer stand straight, that was between launch and dinner yesterday. Again, no pain but, I had to use something as cane to

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If you really think about it, calling a Decepticon a Con, kinda sounds racist. Especially when you use the hard C, it just makes it sound more racist.

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