Maybe don’t read this if you have a fear of bugs.

So I was having a rough time not so long ago. About three weeks at this point. And now I’m wishing that’s all there was to worry about.

Around three days ago I heard a squeaky sound near my vent. This was hours after encountering a rather large bug in my kitchen, one that mysteriously disappeared not long after the sighting. I thought it was some sort of animal so I slept on the couch that night.

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i need
my trauma therapy
‘cuz i’m just trying to forget
all those things you said

Tw: secondhand discussions of SA

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Y’know I’m starting to see a trend between when I choose to take my meds and when I decide to actually sit down and write a blog.

Ah, I need to start my year prep soon. Get back in shape and update my theatrical superiors on everything I couldn’t be bothered to summarize in May.

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Monthly blog post here we are. I find it funny how this was something I started in 7th grade but now I’m a senior in high school. I occasionally look back, though oftentimes I choose not to. Sometimes it’s easier to just think that people are just really busy and have been for the last three years. And also to pretend that I’m not also guilty of the exact same thing.

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Discretion advised for discussions of christianity, homophobia, among various other things

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Thoughts?

Sorry for the unusually silent stint. Theatre has been hard, school has been harder, and home has become a waking f*cking nightmare every lucid second I spend in it. Sincerely contemplating other living arrangements as of late, but not enough to set up a gofundme or anything. If worst comes to worst I'll move in with someone from school.

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Hey all, it’s been radio silence the last couple days, but that’s mostly because I couldn’t find the energy to log into my account. It’s so incredibly hard to type in 3 words on a screen sometimes. *sarcasm

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So I was driving home today, and I had been having an actually decent day, but I'm slowly starting to learn that I'm not allowed to have those anymore.

I was on the road, definitely not breaking any teen driving laws in my state, and my phone screen* starts flickering. I take note of it, but see when you're behind the wheel of a car, you kind of have to divy your attention between your phone and the road 50/50 and not 75/25 *JOKING*

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You know what, I did. And I can tell you that food poisoning is an F tier experience.