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Another nervous breakdown · 5:24pm Jan 11th, 2019

I've hit another point where my mind has cracked a little.

It's never nice when it happens. As always, there was no one particular trigger. I didn't "snap" and start smashing things, I just hit another of those insidious, exhausting holes that my depression hands me. I can at least feel them coming, and understand that it's chemical and neurophysiological and that all I need to do is ride it out.

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The Daring Cookie · 5:05am Dec 8th, 2018

It's an odd request - she was a member of FIM and I have not heard from them now for over a year ... and I am frankly very worried about their wellbeing.

If anyone knows if they are doing okay, I would appreciate someone passing along the news?

She does not seem to have been active on her YouTube account, or on FIM, or through Patreon.

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When nostalgia strikes. · 9:31pm Dec 5th, 2018

It's interesting to just arbitrarily run a Google search on an address you lived at over thirty years ago, and you discover that the house in question is currently being sold. You will find numerous photos of one of the major residences from your childhood, none of which you were really intending to see and certainly didn't expect to find. It's an odd dichotomy of joy and pain. Combined with fresh ear-worms, I think I need to continue on planning the next chapter and trying to fix the few

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Too many prints! · 6:00am Oct 20th, 2018

Over the years, we have collected a reasonable number of prints of artwork by the maestro himself - Salvador Dali. One of which is the Hallucinogenic Toreador (a print that's seven feet high).

Now we've moved from a house into a modest apartment ... this is proving to be difficult to handle. I think if we do hang all of the prints and include the bookshelves, it will no longer be possible to actually see any of the original walls in the building.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TYNAL! · 5:40pm Oct 19th, 2018

I am not sure how many of you would know of Tynal - the quotation machine, the man, the legend, the reason we should have an extra National Holiday!

But if not, please drop along to this guy, this trooper (and cancer survivor!) because he truly is a really nice guy and a blast to know!!!!!!!!


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If you must down vote ... · 10:57pm Oct 16th, 2018

... please tell me why.

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Chapter one up for publishing. · 7:23am Oct 14th, 2018

Okay, I have asked permission to publish my first chapter for the first story I have written in a year and a half.

Let's see how it goes.

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General advice. · 6:30am Oct 12th, 2018

Avoid falling in love with a narcissist.

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Gaining access to my PC · 8:33am Oct 10th, 2018

School holidays make it very hard to actually get access to my own PC.

I have been able to write some more, chapter one is out to five thousand words, so that still needs some work. But GOD it feels so nice to write again!

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Resting, listening, contemplating. · 3:42am Sep 30th, 2018

Lying in bed, having taken my seroquel (nocte - PRN to treat insomnia). Listening to NWO by Ministry and Godless by The Dandy Warhols ... still trying to get the right feel for my story. Still working out the kinks one gets from heartache, along with living in a new place and looking for new employment.

I don’t need vortioxitine.

I need 1995.

And my buddy back.

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