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Troublesome Beast


I don't know, man. Those weasels were on fire when I got here.

Jan
17th
2019

Blegh · 6:44pm January 17th

No, the stories aren't dead, though I sometimes think I should leave them lie like I planned. I'm very sick; updates are going to be extremely slow, and that doesn't even count my depression making it harder to even try to write. I'm mostly left with a sense of responsibility and self-loathing.

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May
30th
2018

An ending · 5:34am May 30th, 2018

"And they grew up, and wiser, and mostly happier. They grew together, and found ways to stay in touch; families were started by those who wished them, and fulfillment was found regardless."

"Where there was a way, redemption was found; where there was not, forgiveness post facto."

"Good sex, fun sex, healthy sex was had by those who wanted it, those who consented to it, those who participated in it."

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Oct
23rd
2017

Please forgive the clunkiness · 11:22pm Oct 23rd, 2017

Due to severe life stresses by all my editors, I'm going to do some self-edits where and when I can, like Chapter 39. I apologize for anything I miss; please feel free to PM me where I goofed. My apologies again!

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Oct
11th
2017

State of the Beast · 4:42am Oct 11th, 2017

Not too great, I'm afraid. Chapters 39+ of Hunting Season and its successor are waiting on editing, and I'm just too cored out by stress, pain, and exhaustion to even consider self-edits. If anyone is interested in helping, I'd love the assistance. The Promise of Home doesn't interfere with that, or trying to write ahead-- there's an element of stress relief to narrow characters down and indulge in worldbuilding. The six chapters (including the one I just put out) were also written before

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Aug
30th
2017

Unsurprising · 11:22pm Aug 30th, 2017

I don't know if it's just the rhythm of where I work, or some physiological reaction to the changing seasons, but as my absence showed, my health is plummeting yet again in late summer/early fall. Updates and responses will be delayed for a while; I am in very, very bad shape. (Seriously, my current reaction to consistent eight hours of sleep a night for several days and the exact same medication that worked for the last six or so months is skyrocketing pain, heart going into SVT

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Aug
21st
2017

Notes · 6:57am Aug 21st, 2017

Pain is rising again, but HS chapter 39 is in its final editing phase. I just need to get it past that. I finally cut through some of my block by writing het fic that will never see the light of day-- or at least not for several hundred thousand words of successor fic. And even then, I'd better ONLY publish it as a part of the longer series, or the internet hate will reach through the monitor to strangle me.

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Aug
10th
2017

Egotistical signal boost · 10:12pm Aug 10th, 2017

Hey folks! Just stopping in to boost awareness of a project I participated in, and to explain why I've been on and off quiet this week, and it may be a bit before new material comes out-- other than my hyperverse participation in said project!

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Aug
7th
2017

And today · 4:49pm Aug 7th, 2017

Eight years ago-- plus about two hours and change as I'm writing this-- I married the amazing person to whom I still hold true. My life has been made immeasurably better to have my spouse in it; and I can only hope that I have in some way done the same for my spouse. Four years of dating brought on by a contract for my teaching certificate and the simple logistics of life were far too long to wait, but we had to, and I do not regret that that time was still held to my spouse. Only that it

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Aug
6th
2017

Time · 4:11pm Aug 6th, 2017

Seven years, three hundred and sixty four days. And four years before that.

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Aug
1st
2017

Likely pause · 11:46pm Aug 1st, 2017

So, unfortunately, I'm writing into a dead end at the moment. I am vastly frustrated with where I'm going with Hunting Season's successor fic, and it's eating my creativity and ability to self-edit.

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