Spin-off of Obsession and Regression. Entrepreneur Buttercup likes blue, Rainbow-maned mares... a little too much. Short story of what happens, from her perspective.
What is astounding is how such drugs do exist. I know the anesthesia I got for most of my surgeries sent me into quite a place. I also can say that, before I got well into therapy, having some extra opiates around always made the world feel 'happier'.
It saddens me how easy I was to take to prescription pain killers. I had them largely in my 20s when I had my rash of kidney stones. Though I also got them prescribed later for post-surgery until those I had in 2016. By this time, hospitals found a non-addictive way to manage pain and, honestly, I'm thankful for that.
One thing I will not forget is how, when I first started on anti-anxiety meds, I found they had little effect and my suicidal ideums were almost non-avoidable. So, (un)fortunately, I still had some leftover Perkiset. Taking it made my mood improve dramatically... for a short time.
*Sighs* So, from personal experience, I do know how certain medications, drugs, etc. can be used to do what is being done to Diamond. I'm just glad I'm miles away from anything like that.
Though, as one who has gone in the door before, there is the thought of the serene rest only provided when taken in for surgery. It's fun to fight it and the way you just lull away before having zero cares in the world is truly something. Wrong but far better than feeling what it is liked to have your eyes pulled out from their sockets to be nipped at by surgical tools. :(
What is astounding is how such drugs do exist. I know the anesthesia I got for most of my surgeries sent me into quite a place. I also can say that, before I got well into therapy, having some extra opiates around always made the world feel 'happier'.
It saddens me how easy I was to take to prescription pain killers. I had them largely in my 20s when I had my rash of kidney stones. Though I also got them prescribed later for post-surgery until those I had in 2016. By this time, hospitals found a non-addictive way to manage pain and, honestly, I'm thankful for that.
One thing I will not forget is how, when I first started on anti-anxiety meds, I found they had little effect and my suicidal ideums were almost non-avoidable. So, (un)fortunately, I still had some leftover Perkiset. Taking it made my mood improve dramatically... for a short time.
*Sighs* So, from personal experience, I do know how certain medications, drugs, etc. can be used to do what is being done to Diamond. I'm just glad I'm miles away from anything like that.
Though, as one who has gone in the door before, there is the thought of the serene rest only provided when taken in for surgery. It's fun to fight it and the way you just lull away before having zero cares in the world is truly something. Wrong but far better than feeling what it is liked to have your eyes pulled out from their sockets to be nipped at by surgical tools. :(