I haven't writen anything in two months · 4:58am Jun 11th, 2022
I've not managed to put down a single word in the last two months, which might not seem all that bad, that but was after after four and a half years of daily writing. I managed to write something every day even when dealing with illness, loss, and the international dateline. Not that things were doing all the well in the months before, as I've been dealing with being just completely emotionally and psychologically drained. I don't have any good reason for why I've been feeling like this, but it was something that had been growing for months.
Because of this, I've been skipping months on my (lets be honest, failed) patreon, and not been taking any commissions like I said I was going to. I just don't have the energy to actually put anything down. I have at least been getting some better ideas, or at least ideas that only mostly suck. I have been trying a few things, and I think they have been helping, but I'm not sure how much. It's no secret that my mental health is crap to start with, and there is only so much that can be done to improve it.
Still, I'm going to have to find a way to work through it, though that might take getting out of town for a few days, or possibly longer. I don't know just yet. So, that where things are sitting for the moment. Hardly great to say the least, but at least I have something like a plan. For now I'm going to leave you something to ponder on.
Oom papachucka maka nanu singow
Meling kapalana wani domo chingpow
Heddy kapalua cuma jenising tea
Oomama chucka pana one is now three
Well take care of yourself!
You still got my support floof!
The eighth rank is gonna stay in my folder to read. No matter what!
If you ever want to talk, I'm here.