Last 3 weeks.... · 6:29pm Feb 17th, 2022
The last few weeks have been really hard and the depression is hitting me badly. I just don't care about anything. Everything has gone to shit. My phone broke, my boyfriend and I broke up. When it came to my ex, it's weird but I think I just had a realization. You get so desperate to be with someone you're willing to be with anyone. I know how that makes me sound but I'm not going to lie. Every time I try to call it for good (we went back and forth with breaking up and getting back together for like 4 years) I felt like everyone thought we were better together so I would just believe that it could work out even though I knew it never would. So we fought about it and then broke up. Then my ps5 started acting up, I got stuck walking in the cold in the middle of the night twice since I no longer have a car and I'm failing English. So yeah...
Life is always hard; it's testing you in every aspect. But be aware, the greater the difficulties, the bigger are the rewards.
Huh, I see we share similar luck - when it's fine, it's fine, but when shit hits the fan, multiple things fucks up all at once. The good news is, once crap piles up and hits you, it's usually only going to get better from that point onward. So... keep your head up and keep on fighting
Who knows... This may make a good 'bar story' to tell in the future
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Keep your head up Ann. I know that may seem tough but go about everything one thing at a time. It will get better at some point, don't give up. You got this.
That's the thing about living. There's always going to be trouble. What matters is your capacity to fix the things that you are able.