It's been a while. · 1:56am Jun 21st, 2021
Let me first start with this.
I'm sorry.
My mind has always been working against me. Not in the since of 'It's my worst enemy', but more like it finds ways to distract me from being productive in any attempt to be creative. I lost all my steam back in 2017 after writing the seventh chapter of 'We, Who Are Different'. My only excuse being a combination of work and fretting about healthcare. Y'know, all that jazz. I got promoted in 2019 to a pretty important position at my job that gave me a higher pay, but longer hours and an hour long commute. Then 2020 started and OH BOY did i have a year. I stayed at that job for the first half of the year before I got another job working in a kitchen at a restaurant that had just reopened from quarantine. They gave me back to back doubles do dishes, prepping food, and working a fryer. And while all this was happening, my health was out of Whack. My average blood sugar was high, my A1c was high, I was having panic attacks, I forgot proper sentence structure. Then one day right before my birthday in December, I had the biggest panic attack I've ever had. I quit.
TL;DR: The last few years sucked balls.
HOW FUCKING EVER, one really good thing came out of that. My last few days as a General Manager, I knew what I wanted to do. Back in high school, they ask barely educated, Ill-informed 17 year-olds.
"What do you want to do when you grow up?"
Well I sure as monkey shit didn't know.
but now I do.
I want to Write.
I have a set in stone desire to be an author.
My brain and my bad habits are going to fight me every step of the way, but now I'm determined. for once in my life, I have more long term goal that isn't just "not dying."
"But why are you back here than?" I hear you ask.
We' who are different
I need to finish it. it is the only piece of fiction I have written years ago that I'm proud of. To not finish it would be disrespectful to the story, to this community, and most importantly my dream.
Expect the next chapter to be up within the next week.
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Hey, good to see you back man. First DWK comes back and now you. Fuckin rad.
Welcome back. :) I look forward to seeing what you create. :)
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Glad to have you back! I’ve been wanting to read this story for a while but was hoping to wait till it gets finished.
Welcome back Lord Diabeto.
Holy demon you're back in action, never thought I'd see the day. Welcome back mate!