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  • 28 weeks
    The Israel/Gaza Situation Has Me Broken

    Ignore if you hate this topic. I avoid social media, and I'd rather rant here than the hellhole that is Twitter :rainbowlaugh:
    .........

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  • 35 weeks
    Already on Step 4

    Check this out if you have zero clue what I'm talking about haha.

    Did bodyweight squats in front of my physical therapist, and they were good!! Super smooth, great range of motion, and zero tightness for the first few sets. This puts me on step 4 out of 5.

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  • 38 weeks
    Plan to Cross the Finish Line

    Gameplan my physical therapist and I made to overcome my joint issues once and for all. I'd say I'm 90% there, so here is the plan for the last 10%. Primary remaining issue is the left hip weakness causing me to shift much of my weight onto the right hip, which also causes my entire trunk/upper body to twist to compensate for the lean. This messes up my shoulder blade movement as well, leading to

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  • 48 weeks
    Can Almost See the Light at the End of the Tunnel

    After almost a full decade of pain affecting my waking hours, sleep, ability to exercise, and ability to just have fun, I'm almost done!!!!

    I define me being done as: Being able to exercise, sleep, stand, sit, lie down, and walk with no pain, instability, or unevenness. It's hard to put a number on a goal like this, but I'd say I'm 85% there.

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  • 70 weeks
    Almost Done Beating Genetics

    Ughhhhhh why can't I be 100% done, though :raritydespair:

    Alright, so despite basically every joint having issues at first, I can minimize the major starting issues to:
    - Right hip tear + instability
    - Left hip tear + instability
    - Left shoulder instability
    - Right shoulder instability

    The two bolded ones were the biggest issues. As of now, I have:

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Jun
8th
2021

I Can Now Do What My Original Orthopedic Doc Said I Could Never Do Again · 1:05am Jun 8th, 2021

So during late 2017 to early 2018, I used to see an ortho doc to get referrals for physical therapy. Since I wanted to know all I could about my condition, I'd ask him countless questions, especially about what movements I could hope to do again in the future.

One question and answer I'll never forget. I asked him if I could ever do upper body pushing movements again. Stuff like push ups, bench presses, overhead presses, etc. Considering my condition hurt the most when I did pushing movements, I had a deep fear I'd never be able to do them again. Even raising my arm hurt like hell and inflamed my shoulders.

My doc's answer: Nope, I can never do them again. No matter what I do, my shoulders will never be able to do them pain-free.

Saying I was pissed was an understatement. Considering lifting and fighting were key parts of my personality, being told I could never even punch pain-free hurt more than any punch could.

Well, I can now report to you that yesterday I proved him wrong. I did overhead presses, then weighted push ups, then dumbbell bench presses, and then lateral raises (shoulder raises to the side).

Saying I'm proud is a massive understatement. Legit, I actually started tearing up in front of my wife earlier because it still feels bizarre that I can do this stuff again after being in pain for so long. And all it took was 6 hours a day of therapy and stretching a day at some points :rainbowlaugh:

Also, I can now do power cleans again :yay:


To close this:
1. To that ortho doc, FUCK YOU

2. I can't wait to get back to what I consider a minimum level of strength. Perhaps 225lbs strict overhead press, 315lbs bench press, and 315lbs power clean within a year? :rainbowdetermined2:

3. Also, FUCK YOU to the doc who wanted me to get on meds back when I was 14 and pre-diabetic. I literally had to learn about nutrition by myself at 14 to save myself from diabetes.

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