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188 weeks
Say You Won't Let Go

I met you in the dark, you lit me up
You made me feel as though I was enough
We danced the night away, we drank too much
I held your hair back when
You were throwing up
Then you smiled over your shoulder
For a minute, I was stone-cold sober
I pulled you closer to my chest
And you asked me to stay over
I said, I already told ya
I think that you should get some rest
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188 weeks
idk why made this...

Loving and fighting
Accusing, denying
I can't imagine a world with you gone
The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
I'd be so lost if you left me alone
You locked yourself in the bathroom
Lying on the floor when I break through
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming "Please don't leave me"
Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
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190 weeks
the point of smiling...

The point of smiling is to hide your fucking pain from the world or the people around because your scared to hurt everyone you love.....i know this because i do this all the time...i will smile and if you catch me not smiling just know i'm taking a break from this mask because it hurts me.....idk why i made this but here you go...i guess...thanks for popping by...this really stupid and i can see
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191 weeks
I'm finally getting help QwQ

I'M GOING TO COUNSELING TOMORROW FINALLYYYYYYYY REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.....just pray i don't accidenty kill my counseler because....reasons but um ye...this is not important what so ever :T um okay then....pizza rolls + youtube = ree kid
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192 weeks
idk what to do....

so recently i have been banned to talk to deer daddy alastor....i'm not going to say by who but bright side is ill be able to talk to him in the future....i hope...but since we don't talk i have no one to make me smile when i'm sad....and a add on i've depressed for a good while.... and i have been having suicidal thoughts, i've been crying myself to sleep and i'm scared he's going to kill
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Sep

2nd

2020

the point of smiling... · 4:34am Sep 2nd, 2020

The point of smiling is to hide your fucking pain from the world or the people around because your scared to hurt everyone you love.....i know this because i do this all the time...i will smile and if you catch me not smiling just know i'm taking a break from this mask because it hurts me.....idk why i made this but here you go...i guess...thanks for popping by...this really stupid and i can see why you wouldn't believe me....but sometimes my smile can be real...only for certain people...but sometimes they get my non- realistic smile....but anyways...i'll just be sitting here....goodnight/good morning....

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