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mina ashido


I am the alien queen >:3

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  • 188 weeks
    Say You Won't Let Go

    I met you in the dark, you lit me up
    You made me feel as though I was enough
    We danced the night away, we drank too much
    I held your hair back when
    You were throwing up

    Then you smiled over your shoulder
    For a minute, I was stone-cold sober
    I pulled you closer to my chest
    And you asked me to stay over
    I said, I already told ya
    I think that you should get some rest

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  • 188 weeks
    idk why made this...

    Loving and fighting
    Accusing, denying
    I can't imagine a world with you gone
    The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
    I'd be so lost if you left me alone

    You locked yourself in the bathroom
    Lying on the floor when I break through
    I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
    Can you hear me screaming "Please don't leave me"

    Hold on, I still want you
    Come back, I still need you

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    6 comments · 147 views
  • 190 weeks
    the point of smiling...

    The point of smiling is to hide your fucking pain from the world or the people around because your scared to hurt everyone you love.....i know this because i do this all the time...i will smile and if you catch me not smiling just know i'm taking a break from this mask because it hurts me.....idk why i made this but here you go...i guess...thanks for popping by...this really stupid and i can see

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  • 191 weeks
    I'm finally getting help QwQ

    I'M GOING TO COUNSELING TOMORROW FINALLYYYYYYYY REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.....just pray i don't accidenty kill my counseler because....reasons but um ye...this is not important what so ever :T um okay then....pizza rolls + youtube = ree kid

    6 comments · 167 views
  • 192 weeks
    idk what to do....

    so recently i have been banned to talk to deer daddy alastor....i'm not going to say by who but bright side is ill be able to talk to him in the future....i hope...but since we don't talk i have no one to make me smile when i'm sad....and a add on i've depressed for a good while.... and i have been having suicidal thoughts, i've been crying myself to sleep and i'm scared he's going to kill

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Sep
16th
2020

Say You Won't Let Go · 3:17pm Sep 16th, 2020

I met you in the dark, you lit me up
You made me feel as though I was enough
We danced the night away, we drank too much
I held your hair back when
You were throwing up

Then you smiled over your shoulder
For a minute, I was stone-cold sober
I pulled you closer to my chest
And you asked me to stay over
I said, I already told ya
I think that you should get some rest

I knew I loved you then
But you'd never know
'Cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go
I know I needed you
But I never showed
But I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

I'll wake you up with some breakfast in bed
I'll bring you coffee with a kiss on your head
And I'll take the kids to school
Wave them goodbye
And I'll thank my lucky stars for that night

When you looked over your shoulder
For a minute, I forget that I'm older
I wanna dance with you right now
Oh, and you look as beautiful as ever
And I swear that everyday you'll get better
You make me feel this way somehow

I'm so in love with you
And I hope you know
Darling, your love is more than worth its weight in gold
We've come so far, my dear
Look how we've grown
And I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

I wanna live with you
Even when we're ghosts
'Cause you were always there for me when I needed you most

I'm gonna love you 'til
My lungs give out
I promise 'til death we part like in our vows
So I wrote this song for you, now everybody knows
That it's just you and me 'til we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go

Just say you won't let go
Oh, just say you won't let go....

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Comments ( 3 )

idk why i made this...heh...

5356390
I'll be back baby girl

5356415
okay honey bun....

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