• Member Since 11th Dec, 2019
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mina ashido


I am the alien queen >:3

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  • 187 weeks
    Say You Won't Let Go

    I met you in the dark, you lit me up
    You made me feel as though I was enough
    We danced the night away, we drank too much
    I held your hair back when
    You were throwing up

    Then you smiled over your shoulder
    For a minute, I was stone-cold sober
    I pulled you closer to my chest
    And you asked me to stay over
    I said, I already told ya
    I think that you should get some rest

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  • 188 weeks
    idk why made this...

    Loving and fighting
    Accusing, denying
    I can't imagine a world with you gone
    The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
    I'd be so lost if you left me alone

    You locked yourself in the bathroom
    Lying on the floor when I break through
    I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
    Can you hear me screaming "Please don't leave me"

    Hold on, I still want you
    Come back, I still need you

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    6 comments · 147 views
  • 189 weeks
    the point of smiling...

    The point of smiling is to hide your fucking pain from the world or the people around because your scared to hurt everyone you love.....i know this because i do this all the time...i will smile and if you catch me not smiling just know i'm taking a break from this mask because it hurts me.....idk why i made this but here you go...i guess...thanks for popping by...this really stupid and i can see

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    2 comments · 163 views
  • 191 weeks
    I'm finally getting help QwQ

    I'M GOING TO COUNSELING TOMORROW FINALLYYYYYYYY REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.....just pray i don't accidenty kill my counseler because....reasons but um ye...this is not important what so ever :T um okay then....pizza rolls + youtube = ree kid

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  • 191 weeks
    idk what to do....

    so recently i have been banned to talk to deer daddy alastor....i'm not going to say by who but bright side is ill be able to talk to him in the future....i hope...but since we don't talk i have no one to make me smile when i'm sad....and a add on i've depressed for a good while.... and i have been having suicidal thoughts, i've been crying myself to sleep and i'm scared he's going to kill

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Sep
13th
2020

idk why made this... · 1:47am Sep 13th, 2020

Loving and fighting
Accusing, denying
I can't imagine a world with you gone
The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
I'd be so lost if you left me alone

You locked yourself in the bathroom
Lying on the floor when I break through
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming "Please don't leave me"

Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you

A long endless highway, you're silent beside me
Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from
Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin'
Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones

They took you away on a table
I pace back and forth as you lay still
They pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming, "Please don't leave me"

Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you

I don't wanna let go
I know I'm not that strong
I just wanna hear you
Saying baby, let's go home
Let's go home
Yeah, I just wanna take you home

Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you

https://www.fimfiction.net/user/380051/Izuku+Midoriya if you see this...please stay with me...

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Comments ( 6 )

I'm not going anywhere...

Are you alright? I remember this song don't know the name. I'll stay here for you too.

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thank you....btw it's called hold on...

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Very good song but also sad as well it really gives you a prospective on life and makes you view your life whether it be a good or bad time and as I said I WILL STAY FOR YOU. We may be strangers we may have different problems and I won't claim to understand so we don't get into this little arguement of you saying I don't understand. Even if you scream at me I WILL STAY. And I won't be angry if you decide to tell me any of your problems I will listen. I will be patient. And if you I repeat YOU ask for insight I will give it to you and will not force it down your throat. I have depression so I somewhat understand I will not say fully are lives, choices, and personality are DIFFERENT. But as I said before I WILL STAY. A quote I made up or heard it somewhere don't know at the beginning there was darkness then there was light just as there was light in the darkness there is darkness in the light do not shun either away because it will end badly. The key is to understand both and create a balance not harmony... Harmony is a joke just as mlp thinks order is everything it will lead to chaos bringing enemies everywhere you go until you are afraid of existence itself let chaos and let order in they can't exist without the other reality tries to teach this to us do not shun its lessons life is a gift and so is death. If we lived too long we would grow detached and unwilling to learn. Face your problems let others in and learn... Pretty good for someone with depression huh anyway jokes aside I WILL STAY.

Edit: Try and join the group positive ponies it will help. 2 rules that may be of note 1)don't bring negatively 2) be positive. I guess you can't ask for help in the group but I think you can ask the members separately and it will be one thing to look forward to in the day cause ya know its kinda positive. Its your choice if you try to join or not. If yes I'll try to see how to sent an invite. :twilightsmile:

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