Mature rated romance · 7:09pm Aug 23rd, 2020
Well I had to make Close Combat a mature story because writing is my therapy and I began to realize that a lot of my sexual hangups and love hangups are intertwined. The biggest hangup I have would probably be just letting anyone that close to me anymore. I'm just not sure if I really want to be intimate? I admit, I'm kinda scared because after seeing how awful people can be, I'm just not so sure it's a great idea! And so, I'll also need to explore Guyrin and Marybelle's more intimate couplings as I write simply because that's the best way I know how to conquer this thing.
However, that's not the worst part! The man who wishes to be with me soon lives in nearby Missouri and I know exactly how we can be together and have a future together... The idea of opening myself like that on any level terrifies me... To be honest here, I was actually convinced that love was just silly nonsense and that I'm better off alone! And that is precisely why I started writing this story. I wanted to get all of my romantic problems and concerns out there so I could deal with them in a constructive manner.
