I give up... · 5:55pm Jul 26th, 2019
I had enough, after thinking it over for a long time I decided to stop writing here. I tried, I really did to draw attention to my only two stories...one of which is incomplete and will forever will be. It's unfortunate for me as I loved this fandom, but now that feeling devolved and I can only look at it in bitterness as my stories become forgotten and just another bump in the road.
The story that hurt me the most is my, Mask Lie's and Nightmare's never die. It was my first story I made and completed in the past. To bring more attention to it I brought it here and upon the comment of one user, (you know who you are), I decided to go back and clean up and rewrite it.
However, despite my efforts to go back and clean up my first story...it only ended up being wasted effort. No one cared, and no one wanted to read my story. I been lied to by a total of 16 people I talked to and asked to read the story. They never did, and it left me hollow inside.
Yes I saw the like and dislikes go up and down...but with no reason. Why did they like it? Why they dislike It? I wanted to know reason and thoughts behind the people who took the time to read my story. But I got nothing but silence.
I was given suggestions in the past to join groups and try to promote my story, but nothing changed. I didn't want to end the story like this, but after a while I had to tell myself no, that's enough, I quit. It was painful, but necessary as it was going nowhere. What is the point of writing a story if the audience doesn't say anything?
There was a time I hope this would change, but now I see it's pointless. These stories are dead, beaten by a silent crowd backed by liars. I only put them out of their misery.
Enjoy whatever stories you write or others...because someone has to...just not for me apparently.