Hi, someone I follow needs help · 3:46am Jul 22nd, 2019
I don't know her that well, but she has two accounts, Mensonge Singer (which represents her darker side) and Script Singer. She is constantly struggling with suicide and suicidal thoughts. As of now, it seems that nothing has helped her to overcome them.
Sadly, as of this past Saturday, her friend Rose Diamond committed suicide. She wrote a couple of chapters about it in Enough reasons to die, Chapter 4 and in a new story, Regrets.
I'm worried that, given her darker writings, that she might... go over the edge, shall we say, over this... or, in her own writing;
I will be able to be reunited with all my lost ones, people that I’ve longed to be with over the years. The people who would truly understand my pain… and who knows, maybe I’ll have a chance to start over with life. Nobody can tell for sure what happens after death.
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I sit under the large oak tree where my parent's gravestones are. I can't help but feel an urge to join them in death. I don't really have a purpose here anymore, I just ruin everything... nopony needs me... I should just go and join the others who I long to see again... My body grows tired as I sit there, so I lay down for a moment seeking comfort.
I open my eyes to find myself in darkness. I find my parents before me, along with my grandmother and lost friends. Tears well up in my eyes as I long to be with them again.
I turn to my unicorn friend, Rose Diamond. She looks at me with a smile as she runs off and hides. I chase after her, letting out a soft giggle. As I chase after her, our surroundings change to a playground, and our bodies age back to fillies. I find Rose hiding in the tunnel slide as I sneak up on her, jumping out to surprise her. We both laugh as I turn to run and hide. I let out a giggle as she comes closer, jumping out to surprise me as well.
I see somepony walk up to us. I look up, finding my Grandmare standing in front of me. I run around her excitedly as the surroundings change once more to her house. I lay in her lap as she reads me a bedtime story. I rub my eyes drowsily as I let out a yawn. I feel my dad ruffle my mane as he reads a history book and my mom knits in the corner. I felt safe here, with my family once more. I open my eyes, finding Rose in front of me once more, holding out her hoof.
"You can be happy with us again, Script," she uttered. "Just take my hoof, okay?"
I hesitated for a moment, then took it. I found myself being dragged into the darker parts of my mind as the surroundings change back into darkness, then slowly back to my graveyard.
I open my eyes as I find myself back at my parents grave. I hang my head, wanting to have a reunion with them...want those precious moments with them again.
Quote is from (actually, is) Chapter 4 of the aforementioned story.
If someone could do anything, offer any true assistance, give her some hope, some comfort... hopefully any good thing that will keep her from... going over the edge, please, do so. I... don't know how else to put it. She needs help, and I don't have the experience or know-how to stop someone from committing suicide or to help them out of depression.
Please... anything good... anything... please help. I don't think standing back and waiting it out is going to do any good.
Edit; one of her videos says she doesn't want her channel to become a chat forum (she has a discord for that, she says), so please be respectful of that here too.
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Also, please be respectful. She said in a video of hers that she doesn't want her channel to be a chat forum, so please respect that here, too (she says she has a discord for chats).