Hey... · 4:51am Jul 12th, 2019
There's a lot to say, but the most important right now is that you guys know I love you all very much. You've always been a home to me, somewhere I could turn to and be happy and I've made so many amazing friends here, even if we haven't spoken in ages. I really love all of you.
I don't know how active I'm going to be. I'm not really active in anything right now.
I quit teaching. I dropped myself off my antidepressants. I uh, I've done a lot. I spend some time on Twitter but other than that, I'm trying to focus on me more. My ed that I was doing recovery with kinda came back. It's been a struggle but I'm okay.
I just wanted to make sure you guys know I care. I'll try to be better about checking in. Maybe I'll write or read something, idk.
It's late, and I'm rambly, and I've been thinking about this show and this site and how much it meant to me. So thanks guys, for everything.
Iām sorry, šš
You know, Star, I was just thinking about you a couple of days ago and wondering how you were doing and if you might come back.
I'm glad you have. I hope you're doing alright and that you stay in touch. I should have, too. Remember you always have friends here and that we love you, too. Take care of you and be safe!
*Hugs*
*hugs* I feel like you need one right now.
Anti depressants. Get back on those. IT will help. A lot. Oh, lord, it will help. I have been there. Just a few weeks ago, I dropped off my anti-depressants, found myself in quite the pit of despair, and wallowed in a pool of misery. T'was not pleasant, dear. Not tin the slightest, so I may be able to relate to how you feel. I managed to get to my doctor and she gave me some Lithium to try along with my Prozac. It isn't exactly a fix-all charm but it helps. Please, darling. If your current meds aren't having the kick they used to, and if they're not supporting you anymore, do try and fetch some others. You simply must, dear. That place you're in? Where all the corners are dark and the shadows creep in is a nightmare. It doesn't have to be that way. I might feel like it, but it doesn't. I can't tell you what to do, but I know whats worked for me, or at least, is working for me at current. That is a ghastly place, darling. Simply dreadful. Do whatever you can to climb out of that well. Force yourself to talk to your doctor, go outside, even if it's only for a few minutes and get some sunlight, It pains me to know you're in the same boat as I, and I should not have this befall someone I care about.
Sorry to hear you're going through such a bad patch.
If we are your lifeline, please don't let go - we will be here.